Roar.

2008-12-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

Third post of the day.

MY OTHER BLOG IS READY!
It looks horrible on IE but w/e. :D

I spent like at least half an hour trying to figure out why the archive part doesn't work there.
And then I realized it's because I haven't posted anything, that's why there's no archives. -.-
Gosh I feel stupid. ._.

THE BLOG SHALL BE IN USE SOOOOOON! :D

Oh and I kinda regret getting Secret now.
Quote my sister 'it's pretty but stupid. Stupid bimbo phone.'
Hahahhaa.

2008-12-27T20:02:00.002+08:00

Sigh, I'm totally not in the homework mood at all.
(Who said I don't have homework! I have them too okay. Was just suanning all of you for fun hahha.)

Out of all the three books that we were supposed to read, only one sounds readable.
I called like 4 MPH bookstores, Borders, Popular and Kino and they all don't have it.
My jie's gonna buy from amazon I think. Waste of time and money sdvnsd. ._.

I can't wait to go for new-school-year shopping!
I need to buy a new school bag, a new pencil case, new pens etc, new notebooks, new files, new everything!
Anyone free to go out with me? ):
One shopping trip with Jo always isn't enough. /:
Oh and I need $. Shitttt.

Lalalala.
Happy Birthday Boon, again. :D
You looked super cute in the dresses we forced you to try on. Hahhaha.

6 more days till school reopens for ya'll.
Nooo. /:

2008-12-27T03:02:00.012+08:00

Happy belated, Mum. (:
Happy birthday, Boon. (:

Christmas wasn't very eventful, like any other year.

The many many thanks!
Thank you Darren, for the Christmas card. (:
Thank you Yanzhou and Xunyi, for being the skinniest Santa clauses of the century (:

Thank you Jo, for my favourite favourite bear. (:
~~Yknow, I thought you were gonna get me that bucket of lollipops. ):~~
You should have just taken a photo of the bear and I would be happy enough, really. |:
Don't ever spend on me again!
(If you do I'll pluck out all Yiqi's teeth. 8D)
Really appreciate it! Thank you times a hundred times! :D

& thanks XX, for the new mouseeeee! (if you're even reading this)
Haven't used it yet though.

& last but definitely not the least,
Thanks for all the 'cheer up's, lectures, et cetera. (:

Ya'll really drove me up the wall. I've given up hiding the words. -.-

It has been a week.
A week since my heart stopped beating.
A week since my world came crashing down on me.

I tried to run away from reality.
But reality comes back to haunt me.
I tried to sleep to shut myself from the world.
But the instant I close my eyes, the memories flows back.
What am I supposed to do?
Stay awake to avoid my nightmares and face my living nightmares,
Or do I sleep to avoid my living nightmares and eventually face my nightmares instead.
How stupid. And tiring. And painful.

I'm sorry, for all whom I've lied to and pretended to be fine to.
I'm sorry, for all whom I've worried, including my mum, who thought I was autistic or/and under depression.

And on the other hand,
To all my little angels out there, some who don't even know what happened.
Thanks for the constant company, even though you all know that I'm just ignoring my computer screen most of the time.
Thanks for all the smses and calls of love that came in.
Thanks for letting me know that I'm still loved, and I'll always be.
Thanks... for giving me a reason to open my eyes to a new day, a reason to continue breathing.

For the past week, I've been folding straw hearts aimlessly.
Honestly, I have no idea why I'm folding them.
Probably keeping myself occupied.
Probably just to kill time while I wait for 'time heals all wounds' to magically happen.
Probably to fill the empty space where my heart used to lie with a thousand heart of straws.
In the process, I ate a lot, drank a lot (plain water, no nagging needed ._.), thought a lot and cried a lot.
& to my surprise, I am actually feeling a wee bit better.

I'm happy. That I'm on my way back to happiness again.

2008-12-25T00:43:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas! 8)

Probably my saddest Christmas ever.

2008-12-24T12:16:00.003+08:00

& those empty promises

WELCOME BACK, PAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Hahahhahaa don't be jealous lah.
You're always my favourite pa, okay? 8)

Everyone's finally back in Singapore.
Seems a little too late for singapore flyer now, right? /:
Lalala we'll see. ):

I can't wait for homecoming! 8)
Cresmic cresmic cresmic cresmicccccc :D :D :D

I can't wait for the cca orientation (in dhs)! 8)
Which reminds me, I still owe Boon the video for orientation. :x

That's finally something to keep me busy on Christmas.
Sometimes I really wished my parents cared about 25/12.

2008-12-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

Joy to the world, the fever's back!
(Hey it can fit into the song!)
I'm freaking tired. And sick.
Maybe I'll resort to sleeping pills soon.
Joking.
I think I'll be able to sleep well tonight.

Today!
Last day of fenzu as a dunmanian. Or at least half a dunmanian.
Decided to do crazy things that I would never have done, like meeting Yiqi before going to school -.-
Met Yiqi at the bus stop and walked to school together.
Actually we didn't really meet at the bus stop.
His sense of direction is crap. -.-

Fenzu in the morning till 12, Fiona came and joined us for lunch.
Yirong is like the cutest pie ever. :D
She went like '你要吃吗?' in her cute cute cute cute cute cute voice 'cause I didn't get anything to eat :D

Kangle in the afternoon!
Played for the whole tby match, lost 12-15.
Played the first half of the gy match, the score was uhh 2-1.
I went out for the second half, Jo went in. :D

The gy seniors played for the second half of the match.
Once they were up they scored at least three points before any zhenger touched the ball. ._.
Yiqi went in halfway through the match.
When Jo got the ball he didn't dare to block her hahahhaha.
Melvin and Jianming were at the side 挡她挡她挡她！

Hmm then Boonxuan came in and saved the day!
Yirong came out, Boonxuan abandoned her umpire role.
We scored a few points, but they other side was like much much stronger.
When the whole match was ending they got their seniorseniorsenior (the super old ones) to be the captain. He was at least like 3 heads taller than Boon when he stood on the chair.
Hmm yeah. No one in zheng could be the defender and tada ._.
Lost the match 12-8?
Okay lah, it wasn't a very bad trash o_o

The rest of the zhengers besides Boon went to sit at the piano.
Got tired of the piano and sat on the floor to play polar bear.
Didn't even finish one fun game before we had to gather for 团员大会. ._.

A lot of 校友s were there. (Aka the super old seniors)
Had some games thingo.
I answered one question of the 变脸大会 'cause my dear intimidating zhengers kept going 'GO GO GO! GO!!!' o_o
It was unfair lor.
Jo didn't have to go 'cause she was sitting on the outside bench -.-
But anw, yeah. They were right. It's my last time anywayyyy. O:

Hmm they asked every section to send out one representative for a game.
In the end, Yulong (dyb), Darryl (zheng), Yiqi (gy), Yuhua (xy) and Yibei (tby) went.
All our level one lehhhhh. 8)
Jiayu cheated them that they were going to sing and Darryl ran straight back to hit seat.
Hahahha.
It turned out the be charades.
They used all the da zu songs and it isn't like any zhenger besides Charlene and Boonxuan goes for da zu -.-
Hmm died for that game. O:

Fast forward!
Dinner!
Can't remember anything besides trying to stuff the rice down my throat.
And Darryl was having fun hitting my head like once every five minutes -.-

& that dinner ended my dhsco journeys, I guess?

Next year, my juniors would all be wondering 'eh what happened to those two crazy seniors who always made so much noise?'
It feels funny to leave without even saying an official goodbye.

2008-12-23T00:58:00.002+08:00

When am I gonna stop lying to everyone, and myself, that I'm fine? It still hurts. It still hurts a lot. And so I sealed that entire envelope. Maybe someday, when I look at the contents again, it wouldn't hurt anymore. Maybe someday I might even laugh at myself for being such an idiot.

What sort of christmas is this?
A stupid, sad, disgusting, teary christmas.
I'm going to die of dehydration.
(Oh and PJ, you're conture/lecsole/console/lecture is making me cry more)

Yiqi just reminded me that it's the last time I'm ever going to to attend fenzu as a half dunmanian, in a dhs skirt. Last time I'm going to sit infront of my zheng feeling like I'm part of them. Last time I'm going to attend kang le, not as an outsider. Last time I'm going to feel at home when I'm around all of them.

Zheng has been a great, great part of my dhs life. It started my entire dhs life, come to think of it. It's funny, you know. I played 彝族舞曲 for my DSA auditions 2 years ago. And now I'm learning the original version of the song all over again. Zheng life started off as a disaster for me. I was freaking stressed at that time lah. Stupid syf, stupid mo li, stupid xiang yin. ._. But I got kicked out of the syf group anw hahahha. But yeah, I hated zheng super a lot.

Then everything changed after SYF ended. Wait, it means we officially joined zheng in April. The year ones this year joined in November or something lah wth. Okay back to my point. I joined zheng, and then before I know it, I'm leaving it.

I know letting go dhszheng would be much easier for me than for Fiona last year. Remember those times we always played basketball at the courts near mine and Fiona's houses? Oh and it rained one afternoon and we stayed inside that sheltered area to play retarded games. Everytime the ball flew out of the sheltered area, someone would pick it and then slip and fall on the way back. In the end we all looked so unglam with wet pants hahaha. ._. Oh and Boon shouted the eff word at some really rude and evil guy we met at one of the courts. ._.

I remember those times we went to Boon's house wanting to play bball (hey what's with bball at that time man?) but it started raining so we sat around the pillar and played murderer. I remember those times we spent in the arcade and in the banquet at the top floor in parkway celebrating Fiona's birthday with a cake that Boonxuan baked. :D I remember, I remember, I remember.

At that time, all the year twos'07 had all their times to us, having fun, being retarded. They didn't have to care about what was happening to the primary six appeal students. They didn't have to bother about who ponned fenzu, who came late for fenzu, or whatever. They didn't have to bear the responsibility of all the 30 zhengers. It was those times, when I was still a year one and they were still year twos, when I really felt the bond between all of us. When it was impossible to tear us apart.

And then 2008 came, Fiona left, and reality sunk in. China trip was fun and memorable. Fun because of everything they've planned and whatever. Memorable... because it was the first time I felt the bond between the whole of zhengzu (except Darryl you evil pok). That night when we were in Xizi's room was totally... cool. That anger and disappointment in us actually brought us together into that room, talking about CO politics. It had became so apparent to all of us suddenly. It was that moment when I could see that faint but strong line CO had drawn between them and zheng.

Just when we were getting that bond, more cruel realities sunk in. The year twos became year threes and responsibility grabbed them away with the bond we had. Tada, many many things changed. Oh and the year ones joined us shortly after that, anyway. Things never did went back to how it started off, but still, zheng still means much to me.

Can't believe tomorrow would be the last day. You know, I seriously thought I wouldn't cry for zheng. I thought maybe I'd be sad, but not to the extent that'll make me cry. I thought wrong, apparently.

But then again, since was I right about anything?

I feel so screwed, really.

2008-12-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

Woooh Junjie is back!
Hahaha.
Time really really really flies, doesn't it.
I can't believe it was 1 year and 9 months ago when I was crying because he was leaving for france -.-

It was like totally unexpected.
I woke up at 12.30, smsed Jiaqi and suddenly the phone started vibrating and 'Junjie's Aunt' came up to the screen.
Met him downstairs in my horrible bed hair. ._.
He looked the sameeeeeee!
Like exactly the same.
He grew a lot, though.

Hmm, updated each other about our lives, blahblahblah.
Oh and he broke his promise to Yiming hahahha.
Lalala who knows what's that about. :x

He said it was hot!
Like wth, it was super windy and cold and whatever.
And he said it was hot! ._.

Apparently he's only back for holiday though. ._.
He's going back to france and finish his A's there! O:
Coming back to school!
HE IS GOING TO JT/WUYUE/MELVIN'S CLASSSSS!
For a week. -.-
And then he's going back to France already ):
But actually, we aren't going to be in the same school so it doesn't make a difference for me. O:

His phone dropped into the toilet bowl, like wth.
Anyway his phone line is currently like the France one so it doesn't work.
His mum called me around half an hour later to make sure that he's safe o.o
He decided that it was time to go back 'cause his parents were going to question him o.o

Hahaha, if I remembered correctly, you were my first pa, before Rason. O:
So thanks Pa number one (cough don't be jealous, Rason :x) for the bracelet, thumbdrive, keychain and the duck which quacks! 8)

I'm going to sleeeeeeeep. Not.
Insomnia attacked my brain.

2008-12-20T07:33:00.006+08:00

You were the one who insisted that it wouldn't change anything even if I left. You were the one who insisted that you'll support my decision no matter what. And in the end,. For a moment I wanted to prove the world wrong about being naive. For a moment you made me I believe... in forever and ever. It was just last evening when you told me 'you're life isn't meaningless because you have me! :D' How ironic. Does anyone live happily ever after?It's just time I stopped reading fairytales.
Thanks, for the past 172 days, for the times you've made me smile, for the love, for the warmth. & for the lies.
+

Thank God for sweet friends 8)

!! Amanda !! JIAOLIAN! says (12:29 AM):
ure still attach now wat
!! Amanda !! JIAOLIAN! says (12:30 AM):
who says i am letting you go?

And really sick ones too.
(May contain content only suitable for adults)
Okay nevermind.
But anw it's from Fiona.

I wished you were here for me to ramble at, Pa. ._.
I was right about telling you to cancel your flight.

Some part of me tells me I'm going to die during fenzu today.
Cool though, I feel like a vampire.
I can't sleep.

2008-12-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

I'M TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. ):

First day of Jixun (CO camp)!

(Also known as the 5th last day Jo and I are going to attend fenzu as a... half dunmanian.)

It was tiring!

Even getting to the new campus was tedious.

Like, wth! I had no idea where to alight although Fiona gave me detailed directions. o_o

My sense of direction scored 0, tyvm. -.-

Was checking my phone camera when I was waiting for the bus.

I offed and knocked it against the chair and it was fine again o.o

Then the bus came!

Was like looking around feeling like an idiot. ._.

'Is it this stop? No couldn't be.'

'This stop? Don't think so'

Yeah and it went on and on.

And then I reached!

I pressed the bell after the doors closed 'cause I thought I saw Zongyi alight.

I was right! & I stalked him all the way to school.

(Thank God he was there. I wouldn't have alighted. -.-)

He was jaywalking like nobody's business lah. ._.

It's a super long walk to school, ugh ):

I'm going to get lost tmr without having someone to follow. D:

Anw, reached the new campus!

Saw the school for the first time.

Hmm alright it's huge.

Went into the auditorium first. :D

It was uhhhh. blue -.-

Had zhaoji. Jiayu talked about the objectives of this Jixun, blahblahyada.

Yeah the meeting ended with a '筝，你们需要把琴般到四楼去'.

Roar yeah, climbed the almost spiral staircase all the way up. D:

Liying and Shuqi were there for fenzu!

Like finally lah. They're like busy all the time.

Shuqi's busy with camps and Liying's busy with orientation preperations. /:

Anw, fenzu started yay :D

Sat between Liying and Jo at first.

Xianghong wanted to teach the year ones seperately and she thought she needed another person from each section to play the melody.

Shuqi and I volunteered from our sections and poof we disappeared to the classroom :D

Was feeling very guilty for abandoning Liying, though. ;x

Hmm after playing like one page of the score she realized that she doesnt need the melody at all so we were sent back to our fenzu area -.-

Liying didn't want to talk to me anymore ):

Kept telling her that I love her but it didn't work. :x

Hahahaha.

Had break for awhile to discuss the zheng tee design but we didnt come up with any suggestions or w/e. ):

Xianghong came back and dismissed us for lunch 8)

Walked to Kampong Arang uhh Road? or Market o_o

Idk lah. It was a super duper long walk -.-

Melissa and I kept overtaking Darryl mwahahhaa.

Finally reached the hawker center ._.

Ate laksa which tasted like chilli noodles. -.-

Had sea coconut+longan for desert. 8)

Oh and then we started playing with Jieyi's can of grass jelly drink.

Hahahhahahahahaha.

Worms~ 8D

We emptied all the grass jelly into the-

Hmm okay maybe it's to gross to state it. Lalala. O:

Went to get snacks and walked all the way back again.

Gosh I think Ghim Moh was much better. o_o

7 eleven, sweet talk, lots of good food, iecon.

My gosh I really miss that campus D:

Anw went back for fenzu.

Melissa went over for dazu to replace Boonxuan and Charlene who were both absent.

Some guy who graduated from dhs in '03 came and fen us.

7 years older than us, I think o.o

He let us slack yay :D

2.30, laoshi finally cameeeeeeeeeeeee! :D :D :D

She was wearing this dress which looked so cute on her.

I told her '老师你今天好漂亮‘ and she went like '真的吗？谢谢~' like super shyly.

She's so cute lahhhhh.

The cutest zheng teacher ever hahha. :D

Um yeah, had fenzu, & fastforward!

Fenzu ended at 5.30! 8)

(We survived 10 hours of zheng, Hallelujah!)

Went to take a bus to aljunied 'cause I had no idea where the bus stop is -.-

MRTed for one stop to paya and went to ECP (again) for Boon's BBQ! :D :D :D

Don't start accusing Boon for not inviting you.

It was BoonHUI, not BoonXUAN's bbq. 8)

Haven't seen her for like jdbgkjed long.

And she hasn't grown taller mwahahhahaha!

Hahaha joking about the mwahaha part. :D

(Couldn't help it you know. Boon's the only one in the world who is shorter than me. D:)

Hmm played vball with Gloria and her friend from TK. :D

Haven't seen Gloria since graduation in '06 I think -.-

Started laughing at Gloria's name.

She likes Modomodo! 8) 8) 8)

Hmm sat around. Saw Catherine and Cheeyang again. :D

Left after awhile 'cause it felt funny to be surrounded by like two thousand cedarians. ._.

I'll feel super weird if I went to Cedar, I guess.

Too used to seeing guys around.

I haven't been to any bbq or party that had less than 3 guys o_o

Okay fine there's only Arthur and Darryl in zheng but it doesn't feel weird, for some reason.

Idk lah -.-

Tiredddd.

2nd day of Jixun tmr yay 8)

2008-12-18T03:28:00.002+08:00

Angry. Angry. Angry. Angry. Angry.
I think my dad's menopausal or something.
What the hell is wrong with him.
Oh so he wakes me up in the middle of the night, commands me to talk on the phone with some uncle, follow his instructions to save a file (oh yeah I have no idea how to upload a file and save it in a thumbdrive at all, that's why I really need someone to tell me how to do it step by step -.-) After awhile he wakes me up again and started scolding me for saving it on the thumbdrive instead of inside the laptop. I tried to explain that it was the person in the phone who told me to save it into the floppy disk. '你没本事就不要乱推责任'. I should really get him the 'Best Dad' mug.
I'm too angry to go back to sleep.

Shall blog about class outing!
The first thing I have to say is, SORRY!
I have no idea what's wrong with my phone. The pictures are like super blur suddenly o.o
Sorry, sorry, sorry. /:

edit:
Here are the pictures!

Sorry, again, for the blurness D:

BLURRR. D:

Still can recognize though.

(Left to right)

Shawn, Cheeyang, Leyuan, Tristan, Shermaine, Jane, Chloe, Catherine, Jingwen, Weilin :D

I was the person taking the photo, yeah. :x

The first one we took!

Lighting sucked o_o

Chloe took this one :D

Shawn, Leyuan, Tristan, Cheeyang, Weilin, Jingwen, Shermaine, Me, Jane, Catherine :D

1st 09v15 gathering!
Went to paya lebar in the morning to pick Jiamin (Ang) ! :D
(Yeah, now my I have Jiamin/dhs & Jiamin/vj in my phone 8D)
I had no idea how she looked like before we met. It was damn exciting la hahaha. O:
She called, realized she has Amanda's phone voice. Started missing her like super a lot. ):

Hmm, went back to meet Shermaine and Cheeyang at the traffic light opposite st pats. :D
Hahaha weirdest place to meet. :x
Cheeyang reached first!
Asked him about Boonhui's party and was trying not to laugh my head off.
-ahem-
Shermaine reached shortly after. 8D
(Honestly I had no idea how she looked like either.
Wasn't sure if I was supposed to say hi until Jiamin told me it was the right person.)
We walked to macs through the underpass! :D
Found out that 32 people from the cohort are from VS. Wth. -.-

We were the first girls to reach! :D
Before we confirmed that we were looking around in macs wondering how our classmates looked like. :x
Some guys were there already. Le Yuan and Tristan, I think. :D (sp? :x)

Sat outside macs trying to spot the v15 people but to no avail.

Jingwen reached shortly after.
She's Dionis' friend omg!
And she knows Yunen too. Gongshang primary people 8)
Hahaha she's super tall. O:

Chloe and Catherine appeared in pink shirts.
They looked cute together hahaha.
Hmm, can't remember what we did.
I know we were walking around trying to fill water bombs but idk what happened o.o
We ended up sitting in macs eating when Shawn and Weilin joined us. :D
(Okay, Shaun/2c, Sean/2e & now Shawn/v15. -.-)
Sat between Jiamin and Jingwen.
Started asking questions about Dionis' past mwahaha.
Figured that there are so so so so so many sports people in the class -.-
Trackers, cross country, etc. o_o

Uhh, went to camp under a tree and played games. :D
Ice breakers, yeah.
First thing we played was whacko!
There were so little people there. Easy to remember their names :D
Played double whacko after that. :D
Basically sabo-ed a lot of people 'cause I was very lag o.o
Hmmm. Then Jane joined us with our PSL, Yitong? O:
I didn't know Jane was Jane. Thought she was a senior. O:
Yitong tried to teach us the tookee game. :D
I like the tookee game!
Seems like only the zheng people are retarded enough, though. :x
We failed to play the game lalala /:
Played captain's witha a tennis ball after that.
I didn't cut my nails. Think I scratched Catherine o_o Sorry. /:

Stopped played games and decided to bike!
Went back to the tree where we left our bags.
My crumpler was covered with ants. -.-
Thanks Catherine, Shermaine and Cheeyang for getting rid of them 8)
The guys threw away the culprit burger on it.
Can't believe they did it actually. They ant bites were o_o

Rented the bike!
The double bike was too high. -.-
Thanks Chloe, for helping me adjust the bike hahaha. :D
The seat was damn uncomfortableeee.
We biked till the end of ecp!
Okay not really. There was a roadblock. O:
Turned around and continued to cycle. My butt was dying -.-
& I was dehydrating. Was damn thirsty
Stopped on the way back and took 'class' photo on a rock!
Exactly half the class were there. 12 people in all o.o
It was like the rock that Angshuang, Clar, Dionis, Sean, Zhihao and I watched the sunset on, I think. O:
(I miss Zhihao!)

Hmm, went back to macs to get a drink :D
Walked back through the underpass.
Shermaine and I walked home together, the rest of the class went to parkway O:
Wanted to join the zheng people.
(Yeah, I ponned today ): )
But they were on the way home already.
Stayed home and slacked yay. O:

The usb cable's with my sister.
Recheck the post later for the super blurred pictures. /:
(Nooo is it because I dropped my phone? o_o)

I should go and sleep now before I sleep through the first day of Jixun tmr.

2008-12-15T01:14:00.003+08:00

D:

My sister was just blasting the stop and stare song that Dionis loves.
It reminded me of all the times we reported to school, lingered around any zibi's table and played phone games or copy homework, put our heads on the table and rest or... yeah, just the usual stuff before flagraising.The background music of our usual activities would usually be those horrible songs from Dionis' phone. O:

I remember the muffled 'stop and stareeee' from Dionis' phone at the zibi table as well.
Reminds me of the times we used to cut queue from the back of the uncle's stall until they banned it, how we used to send one of us to buy potato wedges, hashbrowns, seaweed chicken or fishcake from the second stall. And then another person would be asking 'Who wants milo jia fen?' & Angshuang's hand would always be up. Hahaha.

I'm missing school a lot.
Missing the people even more. ):

Ahh. /:

2008-12-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES!

Yunen: I don't like penguins anymore. SKIPPER MARRIED A DOLL D: SUCKERRRR. ):
Amanda: Noo I haven't seen you in a longlong time. ._.
Rason: Nope. I don't wanna find him anymore. o_o
Darryl: No lah. I was inspired by some horror book I found in my cupboard o.o
Fiona: HELLO 8D
Angshuang: Hahahah 8D
Boon: I'm not mean ):
Charlene: Hahahaha.
Xunyi: Huh what does eating got to do with attractive o-o And the competition was in DHS anyway o.o
Darryl: No I don'ttttt. /:
Yiqi: Umm hi 8D
Chengyee: Hello! Okay 8D
Charlene: Hahaha. Fine. But I bet he stares at you any other time too!
Boonhui: Hahaha random. :x
Clar: Wooooh I think I passed toooo! 8D Thanks anw :D :D
Anon: Doing that nowww. :x
Jtwong: Hello mama. :D
Charlene: Yay! You wanna join me in selling popiahs next time? 8D 8D 8D
Fiona: Alrighttt. :D
Jiaqi: Doneeee. :D

2008-12-12T19:01:00.003+08:00

~~Give me a reason to blog.~~

Alright fine, I have many many reasons to blog. O:

9 days since I last posted. 8)

4th Dec!

Uhhh. Happy belated birthday Terence. :x

I don't remember going anywhere o.o

Think I stayed home to zheng. O:

5th Dec!

Think I stayed home to zheng as well. o.o

6th Dec!

Hmm kaoji! 8D

Went there super early 'cause I was nervous.

Practiced in the waiting room for like an hour before it was my turn. O:

The guy was nice lah.

He had a weird accent :x

After my 练习曲 he said '听起来有两个声部，真聪明!'

Which was so weird 'cause at least 5 people played the same lian xi before me -.-

My second piece was screwedddd. 8(

I never played 打雁 so badly before o-o

雪山 was okay, I guess.

I played much worse for my competition.

I just stoned after I finished 'cause I wasn't sure if I was supposed to go out or what.

For like a few seconds I stared at him and he stared back at me then finally he broke the silence by saying '演奏得很好'

I thanked him and continued staring at him 'cause I was still blur about what to do.

Then he finally said '你可以出去了'. -.-

7th Dec!

Kaoji concert!

Went for breakfast with Jolene, Angie, Rebecca, Fiona, Qian Yi and Darryl. :D

Everyone in Mac was like wearing the marathon shirt O:

Reached VCH, helped with moving the zhengs up and Wye Inn and I started practicing for emcee.

Hmm 崔老师 was the one who helped Wye Inn and I 8)

Hahaha she's like the cutest teacher ever. :D

(Thank God she wasn't there)

The whole concert was fine, I think. 8D

Our 雪山齐奏 was quite 乱 but it wasn't overall still okay.

I screwed up badly for emceeing though. ):

The script said 扬琴 when it was supposed to be 唢呐 for some Jingwen guy from idk-what-school and I just died. ._.

I wanted to crawl and hide in a hole after the concert 'cause the Jingwen person was there and I felt extremely guilty for saying his instrument wrongly. And then Tan Yiqi very helpfully told him some rubbish about me saying that his 唢呐 solo sucked or something. I didn't even say anything about that guy's solo! I didn't even hear it in the first place! -.- Ksdfgesjbgsdlbvsdn. -.-

Went out for dinner with all the zhengers at Raffles City. :D

Stayed there until like 10+ playing hand games. :D :D :D

Hmm and the day ended.

That would most probably be my last concert ever.

The last time I'm going to wear that 长袖白衣, the last time I'm going to clip up my fringe and look bald infront of 582375 people.

Unless, of course, I decide to go for chun zhi yun or gong yan'09.

I'm not planning to, though.

I don't know whyyyy. Stop asking me ):

But anyway no matter what,

It's the last time I'm going to emcee.

Looking back at all the emceeing times, I feel really... stupid. O: To me, emcees aren't exactly very important during concerts at all 'cause I hardly get what they're saying everytime I watch a CO concert. But for some reason, I still feel stressed everytime I look at the script. The first time I was ever involved in this ridiculous thing was the auditions. I remember getting the english emcee 'position' and Debby got selected for being the Chinese one. Suddenly some laoshi insisted that there was no english emcee for gongyan since it was a Chinese Orchestra concert. When she asked me to read the chinese script to her instead I stopped at every word and asked her how to read the next. The first thing she said was '.你试读下一句,我看看你的华文还有没有救'. And then she laughed. That was like, the worst thing anyone ever did to me in my life o.o Okay fine, I'm just overreacting but I really felt uhh discouraged. I mean, it's not like I barged in there and insisted that my Chinese is the best in the world or something. Please, I never got more than 60% in any of my Chinese common tests before. ._. She insisted to use me just 'cause I was the same height as Debby and 'we looked very cute together', they claimed. So yeah, I had to promise to not 辜负 everyone's 期望 and all that and read the script aloud like 52830957234 times a day and meeting that teacher at least three times a week just to recite to her. -.- & the next thing I remember was what she said before the first concert on the day of gongyan'08. '你这样上台，就算他们华乐演奏得几好，这演出也会被你搞砸'.

All the scoldings from the three concerts during the China trip three months after gongyan'08 were not as bad, but they do leave horrible memories afterall. Thank God Wye Inn was with me. O:

Finally, this is the last last last last time I'm ever going to emcee, ironically, this is the first time I didn't cry before the concert (definitely because that teacher wasn't there o-o). I do feel super relieved, but somehow, after walking this really hard route of shame and whatever, it feels pretty funny to just let it all go like that.

I have to admit, although emceeing has taken a lot from me (those times during performances all the other zhengers can go slack in some room and play together and I have to stay on stage/back stage until the end of the concert and a lot of other things, my tears, my happy moments, etc) , it has given me a lot as well. Without this emceeing thing, I wouldn't have learnt so many things. Number one is obviously to know how to emcee. Speaking in Chinese fluently is just something that isn't listed in the 'ZHENTING'S RANGE OF ABILITY LIST'. I guess being co's emcee improved my chinese umm vocabulary and taught me to speak chinese more uhh. properly? o-o Idk. & I learnt how to hold my tears back until the person I didn't wanna see was out of sight! :x && um yeah, I learnt other stuff lah o-o

Hmm. I shall confess that one teeeeeeeeeeeny part of me decided to leave dhs because I want to run away from being the emcee for gongyan'09 and that teacher's insults and all. :x

That's bye to my worst nightmare in my dhs life. :D

Jiayou Darryl, my 继承人 after I retire! 8)

8th Dec.

ETPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

w/ Angshuang, Clar, Nicky, Rason, Sean 8)

Shall just summarize the whole day:

It was raining in the morning when we ate breakfast at pasir ris KFC. We had chicky meal! 8) Gave the barbie toys to Sally. :D

It was raining in the afternoon so we decided to sit in Macs to play strawberry and all of us got heart attack from that game.

It was still raining when Rason reached. We went to e-hub.

It was still raining after we slacked there for a long time.

AND OMG THE FIRST EXCITING EVENT OF THE DAY!

WE SAT IN THE FERRIS WHEEEEEEL!

Okay then it continued raining.

And then it was raining.

And then it continued raining.

And then it was still raining.

And then it still continued raining.

AND THEN IT STOPPED RAINING!!

Went back to escape and played. 8D

Details @ Angshuang's blog. 8)

Oh and I blacked out on the bus home 'cause of the terrible headache and the stinging coldness 'cause we spent the whole day in the rain.

The first thing I did when I opened my eyes again was to press the bell and get off the bus 'cause I thought I missed the stop.
Few seconds later I realized I haven't reached my house yet.
& what's the best part? I left my shoebag in the bus -.-

My favourite slippers disappeared like that. /:

9th Dec!

Spent the whole day out alone, for the first time in my life.

Went to eunos, tampines, parkway and home. :D

No details needed lalala.

10th Dec!

Terence's belated birthday party 8)

Despite having me, the very lazy and busy organizer who procrastinated until the last day, the party wasn't as screwed as I thought it would be. :x

Thanks um Yulong (who wouldn't be seeing this), Yongming, Shanisca, Yunen, Angshuang, Jiaqi, Isaac, Jinzhi, Creshelle, Rason, Amy, Nicole, Yiren, Toby, Vivian, Sinyee and Cheryl (and Weiteck & the other gatecrashers :x) for going 8D
(Missed anyone out? :x)
Pictures/Details: Yulong's blog. :D

I regretted wearing contacts although it was a promise. ._.
(Nopeee, I do not trust Terence Tan 'cause he has bad taste. :x)

11 Dec!
Was supposed to be grounded 'cause my mum thinks I'm going to die of tiredness after school reopens. :x
But she didn't even stop me from going out. :x
Went out for lunch with Terence at bugis and went home 'cause I had early curfew O:
The first thing he said when he saw me was 'You look like an old woman' -.-

12 Dec!
Went to Ikea with Jooo. :D
Hahah it was pretty fun. 8)
Spent 50 bucks on boxes and a rollable shelf thingo. :D
Jo and I are both veyr fickle people so we nearly stabbed ourselves on the way. O:

Cabbed home from Kembangan!
I couldn't read the look on my mum's face when I got home.
It was either 'wow she carried all that stuff home herself?!' or 'what happened to my mama's girl' -.-

Hmm spent the entire evening packing my table.
Think I'll fail d&t if I ever had the chance to take it. ._.
I took almost an hour to fix the shelf thing o-o

My table looks super neat nowww 8D
Anyone who went to my house before would definitely be able to see the difference. :D

Lalala Jie's birthday tmr! 8)

2008-12-03T12:45:00.002+08:00

I don't see the point of keeping a blog when I don't even feel like blogging -.-

Uhh. Spend 1st Dec in school for fenzu. O:
Don't remember anything besides taking tons of unglam photos.
Ala, beware! 8)

Yesterday,
Had shangyin at 9 in the morning.
Went early to practice. O:
There was no one in the room 'cause laoshi wasn't there yet.
Started playing 大雁 and the lights started flickering o_o
Got very freaked out 'cause I thought it was 'cause I 按音不准 ._.
Laoshi came in time to save me from hyperventilating and my lesson started. O:
Lesson ended, Ophilia was next.
Waited for Jo to come to shangyin for her shangyin lesson, which was after ophilia's.
Went to another room to practice for like 3 hours until Jo was finally done with her lesson.
(I think I'm more hardcore than Clar 8D)

Went to kampong ubi cc to play badminton.
Yiqi joined us after his shangyin lesson O:

Went off to paya lebar to look for the white tuner. O:
Didnt have enough money on me so we decided to go again today o.o
Took a bus to parkway and ate lunch at the banquet.
Jo scolded me for eating a roti prata ):
I've been having weird cravings. I eat that almost everyday o.o
Hahaha.
Told Jo about my secret ambition to be a popiah seller. O:
Okay fine it isn't too much of a secret anymore now. :x

Jo went for her dental appointment near my house.
I went home to change & take money.
Went to parkway together again after she was done with her braces :D
Uhhh bought some stuff and ate honey glazed chicken wings from cold storage 8)
Hahah haven't eaten it since Jo & I quit tuition at Mrs. Fun's. :x

It was raining so Jo's mum came and pick us up.
I hate being in her car nowadays. -.-
She'll ask scary questions that I wouldn't wanna answer.
She started talking about her encounter with one of Jo's friends in IKEA with a guy. -coughs-
Jo and I acted blur and said it might be her cousin or smth.
And then she started describing and describing and laughed to herself
'-laughs- Zhenting. Next time if your mum meets you with a guy, I wonder how she'll describe him'
Then she started saying what she'll do if she ever sees me with a guy alone -.-
'I'll call you and question you. No wait I won't even call you. I'll just go straight to you, scream your name and ask you to introduce that guy to me -laughs-'
-.-
Jo's mum is very scary ._.

Dropped by my ex-tutor's house before going home.
She said I grew!
I GREW! I GREW!
Okay self denial. ._.

Lalala I'm stressed for the wrong reasons.

2008-11-30T11:58:00.004+08:00

Alright, it has been ten thousand years since I posted and my tag is dead again -.-

Hmm, EZCO competition is over. :D

Results were quite unexpected for Jieyi and Melissa.

The rest were yeah, kinda common sense.

Congrats to Boonxuan and Charlene for getting gold! 8)

& congrats to Charlene for getting best performer in CO again.

(yknow -ahemahem- was staring at you when you performed for everyone? :x)

PJ's party is over as well!

Hmm happy belated birthday, again? :D

Haven't seen Xunyi, Likeen and Yanzhou for such a long time. O:

Darren fell sick and couldn't go (hahahahha too bad. ;x)

Yanzhou was being the usual pain-in-the-ass. -.-

Hmm then was intro-ed to some of his old friends and juniors and seniors o.o

I didn't get their names, besides his erhu seniors. O:

Dionne, Aeri and Yiqi were there too. :D

I never knew I would live till the day I have to praise Yiqi. O:

Yeahyeah, he can sing well. Lalala. -.-

Uhh, Angshuang, Terence & I left early 'cause Terence had curfew.

Hmm went out with Jo on the next day.

Was very sad 'cause something happened the night before so I just went into every shop and bought rubbish. o_o

I ended up buying 3 belts, 2 pairs of shoes, 1 shirt and a bag. 8)

They shouldn't let me out of the house when I'm in a bad mood.

I spend without thinking. o-o

Next dayyyy, Yunen's birthday!

Happy belated birthday Gotohell, again. :D

I wanted to crash your house one lor.

Then suddenly you have piano and I have no idea when you'll be at home. -.-

Alaaaaa I'll crash it next year. Meet soon okay? O:

Went out with my jie that day.

She was speaking sign language that I couldn't understand 'cause of her sore throat.

I had to be her 代言人 for the day. ._.

Today!

Yanzhou's birthday. :D

(What's with everyone's birthday -.-)

Happy birthday Yanzhou, I remembered your bday mwahaha. (:

[Actually, I didn't. PJ tell me one]

No plans for today yet. O:

Don't think I'll be out. ._.

Shall go and watch 篮球火. :x

Saw like a tiny part of it yesterday on TV and decided to watch is 'cause I'm too bored o-o

Lalalala.

Kaoji in 6 days!

Kaoji concert in 7 days!

Bday party in 10 days!

I'm so screwed. Hahahhaa. ._.

& I want a zheng outing, Liying D: (if you're reading this.)

2008-11-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna run away from home. But I don't wanna stay in the house just to hear them quarrel, see them cry and let them see me cry. I regret coming home this early, honestly.

The fever is burning my head. I need to sleep. I've had enough of this nonsense.

2008-11-26T20:44:00.003+08:00

Liar liar.

Wooooh today 8D

Woke up late, at 7, when I was supposed to meet Jo & Liying at 6.45. :x
Reached Kembangan at 7.30, the time we're supposed to reach school o_o
Cabbed to school, reached at 7.45.
(Roar sorry Liying & Jo & Boonxuan & Zheng. :x)
At least we didn't miss any part of it besides the tuning, which Liying did for me in a minute. O:

Uhh, competitionnnn @ 8.22 8(
There wasn't enough space to put the zheng properly and I ended up sitting like totally out of place.
Couldn't see Charlene at all so to prevent myself from killing the whole zheng by playing at the wrong time, I just tried not to make any sound and pretend to play. o.o
Hmm, we didnt screw up very badly, I think. o_o
Went to the canteen to practice ztf.
Got bored after awhile and went into the LT to watch all the groups from different schools.

Commendable schools!
CCHMS!
They were damn good. Niceniceniceeee. O: I think they'll win the best performance. O:
NAPS!
Hey, not being biased okay? NGEE ANN WAS REALLY REALLY GOOD. I almost screamed lah. They were so freaking freaking cute. o_o They were going 'HAH! HOR! HAH! HOR!' lahhhh. The song was called 狮子 I think. They were cute and pro at the same time. Ahhhh. Cuteeeeeee. (Paedophile alert) Ngee Ann CO lives up to its name. O:

Hmm there were also one 扬琴齐奏. Not bad also. Don't know what school though. O:

Figured out that so many people are playing ztf but whatever o_o

Hmm, went back to 练琴 for awhile and left school for lunch!
I had dessert 8D
It was niceeeee. :D
Jo had nasi lemak, Melissa had umm. idk whats that called o.o

Went over to bugis to 陪 Jieyi.
She was sitting in the sun -.-
'Oh I was absorbing vitamin D' ._.

Walked around walked around walked around walked around.
Finally got tired and stopped at J.CO for donuts.
We started thinking of every zhenger's rumour.
Msged pa that I wanted another ma, -ahem ahem-, for fun. Hahahhaa.
Jt ma I really do love you. Don't be pissed at me. :x
(& anyway, yknow what pa replied?
'No. Don't crap. No means no. Go find another pa. Jt is your only ma. -.-'
[awwwwwwwww])

Umm yeah then after awhile Melissa and Jieyi had to leave for their solo competitions. O:
Jo and I went to parkway.
Hmm walked around in parkway & PJ suddenly called. o.o
Was in macs with Jo when he suddenly appeared.
Jo went off first, I went to giant with him to buy cooking stuff. o.o
He felt like another pa. (Except pa would be going 'NONO. THAT ONE SO EX. YOU BUY SO MUCH FOR WHAT. NO NEED BUY LAH.' :x)
Uhh then went over to his house and msn-ed while he cooked dinner. o.o
He assured me that I wouldn't wanna eat anymore if I saw how he cooked so I just continued talking to people O:
Apparently I had to be very honoured to eat dinner with him on his last day of being 14 o.o

Went home from ECP!
The sky was pretty.

I want to sleep.
I don't want to go for tmr's competition.
I don't want to embarrass myself again.
Agh.

2008-11-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Okay, tag replies from ten thousand years ago. 8D

Liying: Hahaha just saw you todayyyyyy 8D
Darryl: Bullied? ._. We were playing the tookee game. And you and Rebecca looked really cute together. :D
Jane: Hello! 8D Haahaha I see. :D
Charlene: Zhentingzhentingzhentingzhenting. JJL 10! :x
Yulong: Hahaha, yeah. O:
.: 8D I probably should have done that o_o
Jt: Ma. D: You know you love pa. HAHAHHA 8D
Sean: HELLO SILLY SALLY 8D
Angshuang: Ha I had a weird dream too D:
Boonxuan: YOU REFUSED TO PLAY THE TOOKEE GAME, OLDIE MOLDIE!
Yunen: Oops I swallowed them already. ):
Jt: MA I MISS YOU D:
Charlene: Nahh, JJL would be the best choice! 8D
Dionis: Hahaha. 8D
Darryl: Getting in means death.
Isaac: No problem 8D
Amanda: Of course. 8D I saw you in school today. Couldn't help smiling. :D Seeing you makes me happy! 8D I miss playing paint with you. o_o
Yanzhou: Ummm. Thanks! 8D Hahahhaa.
Rason: Do you have something against skipper...hmm?! ): Yeah and I miss ma too. O:
Charlene: Hahaha honestly, I like mo li. As in, both mollie and mo li. Hahahhaa 8D
Dionis: 8D 8D 8D Can we meet soon? I really miss ya'll. D:
Darren: Honestly, veryveryvery weird o_o
Xunyi: I tell you about my dreams for what? Hahahha. 8D And you're so lame, about the quiz, I mean. :x

2008-11-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

Oh, great.
So now I have to go to school on Wednesday and Thursday!
I'm so excited.

I have four things in my mind now.
1) Competition (26th/27th)
2) Birthday parties (note the plural)
3) Kaoji (6th)
4) Kaoji concert. (7th)

& emceeing for the kaoji concert. D:
That was one of the reasons why I chose to leave. (Yeah, stupid. ._.)
The... emotional trauma it caused during gongyan & china trip? Yeah that explains it.
I hope she wouldn't be the one who would yell at Wye Inn and I again.
(damn her)

(Stop rambling stop rambling stop rambling!)

Today!
Woke up at 6, took bus, mrt and walked to school while reading breaking dawn.
Reached extremely early, went to the zheng room.
Was reading breaking dawn and took any zheng that looked familiar without looking at the number.
2 hours of fenzu and our piece was perfect already 8)
Stayed back to lian our solo pieces and Boonxuan started tickling us and we all started playing 'LET'S SEE WHO CAN TOUCH OUR TOES!' & catching! 8D
It was a special kind of catching.
985725 catchers and 1 victim - Me. 8(
Hahahaha it was fun and retarded though. Haven't ran around for such a long time o_o
Not that I liked getting tickled /:
Oh and I can't touch my toes, w/e. ._.

Went for lunch with all the seniors! :D
(Huiwen, Wyeinn & Melissa went off first. /: )
We all ate duck rice except for Charlene yayyy. 8D
Went to shop & save to check the prices of straw when we saw the cow stuff toys 8D

Hmm MRT-ed homeeee.
Quite ride back home.
I was too engrossed in the book. o-o

Went home and slacked for the rest of the day reading the book until I finished.

Alalaaaaaaa.
I miss Jo. ):

2008-11-21T23:48:00.003+08:00

Hahaha I just saw Dionis' quiz.
There's a hundred questions! Hahaha wts.

1]What have you been doing recently?
Zheng, zheng, zheng, zheng, zheng

2]Do you ever turn yr cell phone off?
Yeah, twice a month, when I change my prepaid SIM card with my normal line one. o.o

3]What happened at 10am today?
I was supposed to meet Jo but she was late so I waited at Eunos MRT until 10.30. (roar D:)

4]When did you last cry?
Uhh, last night? o.o

5]Believe in fate/destiny?
Not really.

6]What do you want in your life now?
I want... skipper.

7]Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
When the rain isn't very heavy then don't carry umbrella lor o-o

8]Whats yr favourite thing to have on your bed?
Bolster. :D

9]What bottoms are you wearing now?
Uhhh. Shorts? o.o

10]Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
Don't know. o.o

11]Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Idk. o.o

12]Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
Nope. O:

13]What was the last movie you caught?
Can't remember already. o.o

Think it was ages ago lah ):

Hmm. Painted skin with PJ I think o-o

14]What are you proud of?
My phone. Hahhahaha. It's still not damaged in any way yettttt. 8D

15]What does your oldest text msg in your inbox says?
Lazy check. /:

16]What was the last song you sang out loud?
将军令, this morning during fenzu when I was too bored. o.o Hahahha.

17]Do you have any nicknames?
Ting..?

18]What does your last receive text msg says?
(Stop invading my privacy!)
Hahaha idk lazy check. :x

19]What time did you go to bed last night?
Ummm. 3? o.o

20]Are you currently happy?
Yep. :D

21]Who gives you the best advice?
Joleneenenenenenee

22]Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
I don't eat whipped cream.

23]Who did you talk on the phone last night?
No one. :D

24]Is something bugging you now?
Nopeeeeee. :D

25]What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
Uhh Yiqi's drawings o.o Hahahhaha.

26]Do you wear toe socks?
Nope, BUT THEY LOOK SO CUTEEEE. Hahahha.

27]Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Huiwen! She was calling to ask if I was with the juniors. O:

28]Have you ever had your heart broken?
Mmm. When skipper disappeared.

29]What annoys you most in a person?
Uhhhhhh. Idk. Sick ramblings, maybe. (Yiqi. belghsjbs.)

30]Do you have a crush on someone?
Hahahahahahahhaahahaahah

No. -.-

31]Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope. o.o

32]What is the colour of yr room?
White & pale yellow o.o

33]Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
No o.o

(question 34 ?)

35]Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
Myself? o.o

36]Who was the last person to hug you?
Uhhhh. Weige, when he was leaving o.o

37]Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
I didn't kiss anyone -.-

38]Do you have a life?
Hahaha come to think of it, no. -.-

39]Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
Nope o.o That's so scary lah! -.-

40]What is the reason behind your profile song?
Don't have a profile song o.o

41]Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
Uhhhh. I thinkkkkk. Jt.

(Zibi were in VS doing some project with other dunmanians. Then suddenly Darren appeared and I started pointing to them one by one saying 'PRETTY NOT PRETTY NOT?!' o_o Weird dreams.)

42]Last time you smiled?
Now! :D

43]Have you changed this year?
A lot.

44]What are you listening to right now?
Some movie's background music. o.o (TV's right behind me)

45]Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Uhhh. Not really.

46]Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
Open o_o

47]Is there a quote you live by?
'I am Zibi' 8)

48]Do you want someone you can never have?
Nopeee. :)

49]Have you ever played an instrument?
Zhengggg ._.

50]What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
Hmm. I thought of running towards a speeding car just now. Hahahah o.o

51]What were you doin last night at 11pm?
Msging pa.

52]Are you happy with your love life right now?
(:D :D :D)

Hm, what love life? O:

53]What song best describes your love life?
I don't want to repeat my previous statement.

54]Does the person know you like him/her?
Nope, I don't like him. :x

55]Who always makes you laugh?
Uhhhh. Very tough question. Usually, it's zibi. Nowadays, I don't find myself laughing o.o

56]Do you speak other languages other than english?

Chinese! Okay I can't speak it, actually O:
Malayyyyyy! I still remember kipas angin is fan okay! :D

One sentence of Jap! Watashiwa haha wo aishiteru. (I love my mother. Hahaha)

57]Favourite websites?
My own blog. Just kidding.

Uhhhhhh. Idk o.o Hahaha

58]Whats your middle name?
(Yunen! I'm Franklin Gothic Medium! 8D)
Uhhh. Which part of my name is the middle name? o_o

(59? /:)

60]What do you think you are like?
I am like Limzhenting. :D

61]Who will you choose to die with?
No one? I die means I die lah, need someone to die with one ah o-o

62]Where have you been today?
School. Yayyyyyy! ._.

63]What game do you play often?
Uhh. Fishing. Hahahahahhahaha!

64]Who are you missing now?
Do you really want me to list? ._.

Amanda, Angshuang, Christine, Alina, Huijun, Jiaying, Jiamin, Yunen (........)

Justin, Yi Chen, Melvin, Mervyn, Jinzhi, Wangcong. (Notice I missed someone out. -cough-)

65]If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
(Agh stupid question -.-)

Friend lor O:

66]What are you doing right now?
Besides this quiz?

Uhh. Shaking my leg unknowingly. o.o

67]Which primary school are you from?
NGEE ANN NGEE ANNN :D

68]Name 3 colours that you like?
Red, Black, White. :D

69]What emotion do you like to show?
Huh, like to show? Happy laaaa :D

'Tend to show would give a different answer.

70]What is your life to you?
Whee I don't like to think about this kind of questions. Life is life lah o.o

71]If you have something bothering you what will you do?
Uhh keep thinking about it and feel very horrible inside.

72]Who did you last chat on msn today?
Today as in 22nd or 21st? :\

Ummm idk. Wuyue I think, she's talking to me now o.o

73]Who do you admire the most?
Hmm, TTK and Mr Sng. o.o Hahhaa

74]Which month were you born in?
SEPT SEPT SEPT SEPT! :D :D :D

75]How are you feeling right now?

I was going to type 'happy' when I decided to backspace 'cause I realized I have shangyin tmr. ):

76]What is the time now?
Now? 12.19am. o.o

77]What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
(Dionis) CRAZY PERSONNNN. Hahahaa very ahlian-like. :D

78]What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I don't want to dye my hair. The smell is very horrible o_o

79]Why are you doing this test?
'Cause I was bored.

80]What do you do when you are moody?
AP everyone.

81]At which age do you wish to get married?
Don't know o.o

82]Who is more important to you?
Family, friends, and all the people I love. :D

83]If today was the last day of your life what would you do?

No flying to the North Pole/South Pole just to find skipper or anything. I'll like to finish my last day on earth as a normal limzhenting. :D

Firstly and most importantly, I will write my will. Then I'll go to any shopping center to buy the ipod touch for my sis. In the afternoon I'll go to crystal jade for dimsum (I'm making myself hungry). Hmmm. When I'm feeling awfully full I'd like to go to the beach with Zibi, Clar them and yknowwho to cycle/rollerblade or smth. In the evening I wanna sit on the sand with all of them and watch the sunset. :)

Tada. I have my last day planned. 8)

84]Who is the person you trust the most?
Jolene. :D

85]Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
I thought it's like... a natural thing o.o

86]If you had a dream come true wat would it be?
Mmmmmmm. To have 100 more dreams to come true.

Then I can slowly plan out what I want. o.o Hahahhaa. I'm greedy. ):

87]What is your goal for this year?
Hmm. To stay alive. :D

(88?)

89]What feeling do you love the most?

When I zibi and people zibi with me. 8)

90]Do you think its Global Warming now?
): Yeah.

91]What feeling do you hate the most?
When I zibi and people -.-/.../'lame' at me ):

92]You like doing quizzes?
Usually, yeah. But ultra long ones like this... no. -.-

93]Do you believe in God?
Yeah.

94]Who cares for you the most?
Hmm how would I know. O:

95]What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Hmm. To find myself as myself and not someone else. :D

96]What will you bring when you fight?
Uh. My soldiers! Hahhaha joking.

Parang and all those lor o.o Hahahha.

97]What have you regretted doing your whole life?
Nope o.o Hahahhaa.

98]What would you do if nobody cared for you?
Don't know. Be very sad and kill myself? o-o

99]What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Rubbish. It isn't possible o.o

100]How do you feel now?
Think there was a similar question..?

Uh, very sleepy.

Kup if you're feeling EXTREMELY bored.

The quiz goes on and on and on lah o-o

Upside down/crumbling.

2008-11-21T19:36:00.003+08:00

Today.

Went to school, zheng-ed for a few hours and went home, just like any other day this week.
Congrats Charlene. You were awesome for your EZCO competition. :)

Admitting that I'm not at all fine doesn't mean I'm angry. I don't know how I got into this mess anw. o.o

Alaaa.
Bye.

2008-11-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

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Okay, I just proved that killing my board doesn't help in making the situation improve.
AGHHHHH.
Damn the competition.
Shit the competition.
Damn the competition.
Shit the competition.
Damn the competition.
Shit the competition.
Damn the competition.
Shit the competition.

Lim Zhen Ting stop grumbling to yourself. Shhh.
Compose yourself. O:

Hi. :D
Today was an amazing, awesome,remarkable, splendid, breathtaking day. :)
(Yep you guessed it right, I just went to Words and right click for synonyms)

Uh after the best part of the day,
Me, Jo and Jieyi went to Bugis to find a dress!
Jieyi needed for some wedding dinner. Hahahaha o.o
Walked around, walked around, walked around. :D
Found a white dress after walking 41571 miles. O:
Then me and Jo stayed in kino to read, went for dinner and went home.

Lalala
Bye. :D

2008-11-18T19:38:00.002+08:00

I'm alive, don't worry.

Seems like it has been a very long time since I last blogged.

For some reason, I dread going online/using my com/etc.

EZCO competition stress?

Partly, I guess.

Roar.

I miss Angshuang a lot. ._.

Met Rason today, felt good to meet a friend (other than zhengers) after so long.

He was with Toby, who was playing his psp.

Just passed him my spare phone.

(Note, the 96791662 line isn't in a phone now, don't call/msg.

Msg/call 90867344 instead)

Headed to school after Jo reached outram.

She suddenly felt like eating tang yuan so we stopped by at ghim moh.

Uhh drank soya milk and left the market at around 11.

Carried our qins to d&d room.

练琴-ed until 2.

Played our badminton during the shortshort break we gave ourselves.

I was quite determined to break my wrist.

I didn't have to go to the competittion with a broken wrist :)

But my plan failed terribly.

No broken wrists (sigh), so we decided to move on to practice more.

Suddenly some dancers came into the room and evacuate us.

We left for the 筝室 instead.

It was small and stuffy but whatever.

Left the school at around 4.

Went to tiong for lunch. :)

Uhh walked around, decided that there was nothing so we should go to bugis instead.

MRT-ed to bugis and walked around again. ._.

Went into BHG. 自投罗网, totally.

I was made to try funny dresses -.-

Okay fine, there was only one I had to try and it isn't funny.

'zhenting' & 'dresses' just don't fit. -.-

She was feeling happier/less stressed after that so I guess it was ~~(SO NOT)~~ worth it. -.-

Honestly, I pity -ahem- very much.

He has to go and try dresses to make her happier. O:

Okay maybe it isn't much of a problem for him.

I mean uhh. Nothing. :)

Uhh went home after buying donuts/tako pachi.

Competition in 2 days.

If I get through the first round, I'll... ____

(1) Swallow a cow

(2) Catch a dengue mosquito and make it kill me.

(3) Break my wrist.

One and two seem to be a little overboard. Three would work fine for me. :)

2008-11-16T17:59:00.003+08:00

Tag replies! 8)

Yunen: NOOOOOO! HOW COULD YOU THROW IT ASIDEEEEE. ): & the keyboard looks normal sized o_o I want itttt. ):
Jt: Hi Ma. Skipper's still missing. I bet you ate it up. ): AND MA LOVES PAAAA! 8) Even if you don't, PA LOVES MAAAAAA! :D Hahahahaha.
Terence: No, I can't. :x
Amanda: I miss you a lot already. ): & junior misses you too. /:
Yunen: Hahaha okay o-o
Rason: Hi pa. :D Orhor you called ma stupid. ): (but you still love her anywayyyy :D)

2008-11-16T16:14:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 4pm. :)

Hahaha I feel crazy.

YESTERDAY!
Met up with Darryl and Jo at Eunos MRT.
He seemed to have something against my 'I want to buy sweets, wait here' statement -.-

Went to bugis for lunch, ate at the food court.
(Jo suggested going to Kino to eat/read books)
They had ban mian and I ate chicken rice.
I just realized that when I have to choose from a large large variety,
I'll surely eat chicken rice or duck rice. O:

Walked into all the stuff toy shops and Darryl got irritated. 8)
Jo started throwing the pooh bolster at him and he was going to 'emo at a corner'.
:D
Hmm decided to go kino while Jo continued her book.
Waited for Fiona with Darryl outside Kino 'cause staying inside was pure torture.
Called Fiona and suddenly some high pitched voice went 'Hello?' ._.
The phone call lasted for 2.26 minutes when I decided to check Kino to see if she was with Jo alr.
I was right, they were laughing their asses off -.-

Fiona started looking at 'Making out in Japanese' -.-
Then she and Darryl started being super sick ._.
I just kept my head in the New Moon I was reading.
Left Kino to walk around more.

Fast forward!
Went to VCH.
Watched the concert, kept getting scolded.
Came back from the toilet and realized Weiteck was on stage clapping. :x
Screamed our asses of for Cuils.
She's so cute in qi pao & make up. Hahaha.
I'm honoured to be her student! 8)
EZCO concert was more like a reunion.
Saw all the Ngee Ann CO people there. O:

Went to Raffles BK to eat dinner.
Waited for the performers to arrive. :)
Rebecca, Qian Yi, Jie Yi, Charlene, Boonxuan finally reached after half an hour.
Ate in BK, played all the retarded tookee and ti-ti-ti-ti-ti game. x:
Slacked there till 10.45pm. O:
See, that's the good thing about being out with mostly seniors.
They don't have curfew o.o
Hmm, Rebecca and Darryl looked very cute together. 8)

Bus-ed home with Fiona. :D
Reached home, went straight to the toilet to bathe.
Sat on the sofa to read New Moon while I waited for my hair to dry.
When I finally finished the book and looked up to the clock, it was 1 already.
Was pretty hungry so my jie and I started opening all the snacks to eat.
Started on Eclipse, taking a bite of food everytime I flip to the next page.
Wanted to sleep when I realized I was too full.
Continued reading until 4 and went back to the room.
Lazed in my bed and figured that New Moon was in my brain and I couldn't sleep.
Brought Eclipse in and read until 7, 8am O:

Uhh yeah when I woke up, the book was beside me and it was four already.
Basically, I didn't do anything today ._.

Competition in 4 day's time.
I think I'll be going back to school every single day on my own accord to practice on the school's zheng.
I'm not used to the school's zheng.
Help. ._.

2008-11-14T19:52:00.002+08:00

Shit the ezco competition. -.-

Ah I don't know why I'm in such a bad mood.
Maybe it's 'cause of my phone.
I left my charger at Vivian's house and suddenly my jie's charger disappeared.
I need my phone so damn badly. ._.

I miss Skipper a lot ._.
Okay, nevermind. I sound like a retard for missing a toy that goes 'Just smile and wave' o_o

Went out with Jo today 8)
Was supposed to go and collect my contacts but it wasn't ready yet. /:
Had to wait for awhile 'cause meeting Jo was a last minute thing.
Was very bored and didn't like the feeling of being alone,
So I went to borders to buy New Moon and started eating onion rings in BK while reading it.

Jo reached in like 10-15 mins. O:
First shoppp, esprit. 8)
Walked around and took every shirt that looked okay into the fitting room.
Jo was obsessing over 'BUTTONS AND COLLARS ARE IRRITATING.'
Hahaha bought the buttoned shirt just to see her reaction. :x

Kept walking pass the challenger sale.
I WANT THAT PRETTY TINY WHITE EEE/DELL LAPTOP! ):
I can afford it now laaaaah.
(Yeah if someone's birthday wasn't coming :x)
But my dad wouldn't let me get it even if I paid for myself, so nevermindddddd. ):
[AGH HONESTLY WHERE CAN YOU SEE A LAPTOP FOR 500 BUCKKKKKKS]
Anw the 'eee' (it's the brand -.-) one was out of stock by 4th time I walked pass it. ._.
Gosh I really want it. ._.
I really really want it. ._.
I really really really want it. ._.
SDKJVBSDGVBSDV I WANT IT!
Okay nevermind I shall stop wallowing in self pity. ):
~~(But I want it so badly. ._.)~~

Walked around more, Fox, Royal Sporting House, Novo, Charles & Keith, Cotton On, Isetan, World of Sports, Gallen Sports, Giant (to buy FBTs for PE pants next year).
Didn't buy anything.
Was feeling like reeeeeally bored so Jo called her mum.
'Hello. I'm very bored. Can I pierce my ears?'
'What? NO!'
Hahaha -.-

Decided to go to DIva to buy earrings although I don't usually wear them ._.
Walked out of Diva and met Boon (Hui) 8)

Uhh walked around parkway again and again and decided that there was nothing else we could do.
Jo was very excited and went 'LET'S GO BORDERS TO READ!' -.-
I was strongly against her 'perfect' idea.
Then she threatened me to try some funny black dress or we'll have to go to borders.
I was going to save myself from reading and wear a dress for her, but there were VJ people there and she decided to save me from the embarrassment.

Uh we still went to borders to read in the end. -.-
Continued reading New Moon, although I was totally not in the mood to read.
Teared when Edward left Bella. ):
Sat on the floor for about half an hour I think o-o
I finished 120 pages of a book today!
Trust me, it's a miracle for me.
My attention span is... hmm. Nevermind. :)

Went home after eating scoopz. 8)

Page 121 of New Moon, here I come.

2008-11-13T22:39:00.002+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
Nope. o.o

2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
Uh as long as he's born in the same year? ._.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yeah 8)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy more candy and build a house out of sweets, probably.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I am in love with them :D

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved. 8)

7. Who do you idolise?
No one o.o

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Uhhhh. What can I do? o.o

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Nope. I'll only be extremely happy if skipper comes back. ):

10. Do you have any regrets?
Um.. not really.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
In the coffin. /:

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family & friends. :D

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
She's very nice ~~to bully~~. :D

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married and poor lah o-o

15.What is your favourite colour?
REDDD. 8)

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yeah..?

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
Forgive lor o.o

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I'll forgive. Forgetting's the hard part.

19. Do you prefer bring single or having a relationship?
Hmm. What do you think 8)

Quiz

2008-11-13T16:04:00.002+08:00

Quizzzzzz. 8)
(I'm very bored.)

Quiz, tagged by ANGSHUANG! :)

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
Angshuang

2. Relationship between you and her?
LES PARTNERRRR 8D

3. 5 impressions?
Angshuang:
1. Crazy fangirl.
2. 脚踏五条船 (Chun babies o-o)

3. Weird 'hmm hmm hmm' zibi laughter o_o

4. Potential author. O:

4. if she becomes your enemy, you will?
Uh eat her Chunbabies up, probably. ._.

5. what will you say to the person you like very much?
'I like you very much'? o_o

6. characteristics i like about myself.
~~I like everything about myself 8)~~

Umm, idk. o.o

7. characteristics i hate about myself?
None...? o-o

8. for the person whom you hate, you say?

'I hate you'? o_o

9. what do people feel about you?
They probably think I'm a retard o.o

10. your crush?

o.o

Uh.
Oreo crush! (From sweettalk) 8)

11. most ideal person you wanna be?
Uh. Idk o.o

12. Pass this to 10 ppl.
1) Angshuang
2) Dionis
3) Jt
4) Yunen
5) Jo
6) Clar
7) Sean
8) Zhihao
9) Terence
10) Charlene

13. if 5 & 7 were together? (Jo & Sean)
Huh wth o.o

Uhh I don't know. Sean will get killed by -ahem- lor o.o

14. who does 5 like? (Jo)
Lalala. :)

15. what colour does 9 like? (Terence)
Black! :D

16. say smth about 8. (Zhihao)
He's a loudspeaker. ._.

17. Who is 2? (Dionis)
GIRLFRIEND/SIAOKUKU/CHAOAHLIAN! ♥

18. talk about 3. (Jt)
Ma! :D

She loves Pa.

Yayyy 8)

19. Who is 10's best friend? (Charlene)
~~Jinj-~~

Uhh idk. :D

20. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
Uh o.o They're all too sexy. O:

21. what colour does 4 like? (Yunen)
Idk. Every colour? :D

22. is 4 single? (Yunen)
Hmm. I think so 8D

23. yr relationship with 1? (Angshuang)
Les partnerrrr! ♥

24. are 5 & 6 best friends? (Jo & Clar)
No o.o

25. 9's surname? (Terence)
Tan :D

26. 7's nickname? (Sean)
Sally. :D

27. say smth to 8. (Zhihao)
Smth o.o

28. say smth to help 9? (Terence)
Huh o.o

Uh. Jiayou?

29. who does 1 admire? (Angshuang)
Which one are you refering to?

Jaejoong, Yoochun, blah, blah or blah? o.o

30. where does 1 live? (Angshuang)
Bayshore road there.

31. 10 of them know who you like?
Yeah..? -.-

32. say smth to 6 when you see her? (Clar)
YOU'RE BALDING! 8)

33. 10's spouse? (Charlene)
-coughs-

I won't repeat it. :D

2008-11-13T13:54:00.003+08:00

Skipper disappeared. D: D: D:

Think it's somewhere in the house.
I'm sure I didn't leave it in the CC.
Neither did I leave it in the house.

Maaaa, did you confiscate it? ._.

I want skipper to come back. ):

2008-11-13T02:06:00.002+08:00

Tag replies!

(omg my tag is dead -.-)

Charlene: Lazy do. x: Hahaha anw it isn't my fault! Yiqi, Jo and Darryl started it -points- :x

Angshuang: OMG I WANT ESCAPE TOOOOO. But you're like flying off today -.-

Terence: Haha. no. :)

(Roar I still don't wanna sleep. ):)

2008-11-13T01:19:00.003+08:00

I haven't looked at the screen for the past two days O:

My sis had to use my com for typing notes 'cause her com died.

(Ugh, I don't feel like blogging -_-)

Uh, went to play badminton with Jo and Fiona on Monday,

Went out with mama to collect my VJ skirt on Tuesday,

Went to play badminton with Terence Rason Yiren Jt Yunen Wuyue today. (or yesterday, rather)

12 Nov.

Woke up at 10, the time we're supposed to meet.

Took my own sweet time to get to MP library,

Only the guys reached already.

They played bball 'cause the courts were used for floorball. (CHIJ vs ?)

Just sat there and watched o-o

Yunen finally came, we played badminton at the side of the bball court.

Didn't feel like moving and malued myself.

Booked the court for 12 to 2 and went to play in the badminton at 12.

Realized that I stupidly didn't bring my thumbdrive for Wuyue so I had to get home to take it.

Walked back with Terence and discovered that no one was at home.

Just sat outside my house until my mama suddenly appeared from the lift.

Uhh went to take the thumbdrive and took bus back to the library.

When we went back it was already 1.50,

Wuyue reached! (very early indeed ._.)

Played for the remaining 10 mins until Kenneth Ker suddenly came.

Jt played with him for awhile.

Just slacked around until we decided to go for lunch at PP.

Ate at the food court,

Decided that Sean is still the nicest person to irritate. /: (compliment, really. :D)

Uh had to leave after eating my ice kachang 'cause I needed to go for shangyin.

Walked in the rain till I was totally drenched.

Went home to take my book and zheng nails, change and went out again.

Walked in the rain again, had a very bad headache.

Reached shangyin.

练琴-ed from 4.30 to 5.15, when Liying came in.

Went into the other room to help lao shi check if she memorized her exam pieces.

She left at around 5.45, so I 练-ed alone again until 6.

My lesson was horrible, don't wanna talk about it.

Lesson ended at 6.45, stayed until 7.45 to help lao shi help the juniors.

I couldn't do anything much 'cause I never even heard of their song before. ._.

Got out of the room, realized that the aircon was freaking cold.

Got out of shangyin, realized that it was already dark and it was still raining.

I was surprised that it was even colder outside than inside.

Waited for the bus that took like ten million years to come.

Was having a bad headache, felt very cold and extremely hungry.

(I survived on a lot of water + ice kachang, quite proud of myself, now that I think of it.)

Basically I just felt like I was dying.

I never felt that cold before lah. ._.

My teeth started chattering and I started shivering very obviously -.-

I just kept smsing people 'cause I needed to grip something.

Uh walked back to my block in the rain after I alighted from the bus.

Mama caught me walking in the rain and started scolding me about falling sick,

& I decided not to tell her that I was cold, hungry and almost dying

'cause she'll probably just go on and on and on and on and on and on about not using an umbrella.

(I don't have an umbrella. Gave mine to my eldest sis. -.-)

Reached home at 8.45.

Immediately went to my sis and just told her 'I need warmth' and grabbed her hand.

She was too engrossed in some TV show that she didn't even realize I was talking to her. -.-

Ate (breakfast+lunch+) dinner.

Just like swallowed 3 bowls of rice or something. ._.

Went into the room, Jiaqi called,

Talked to her (and her brother who sounded like a girl) for like one hour.

Watched 终极一家 until 1+

Ah, I got the 大东 obsession again. ._.

Feel like watching 终极一班 for the third time. -.-

Lala,

YUNENNNN

Thanks for accompanying me todayyyyy. :D :D :D :D

(We should have just pangseh-ed jt and the guys. ._.)

Sorry if it was boring for you. /:

Thanks Terence for walking back with me. :D & thanks for the panda. 8)

(Oh & THANKS MA, YOU DIDN'T CONFISCATE SKIPPER TODAY! 8D)

Alaaaaa, Skipper must be so sad now.

I found my new favourite talking toy. :x

Thanks all for today! 8)

Roar I still don't wanna go back to the room. ._.

I rolled on the bed from 10pm to 4am yesterday.

I hate the feeling of not being able to sleep.

Shall just make myself veryveryvery tired before I try to sleep.

Hi dark circles, bye blog.

2008-11-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

I was forced to reply my tags.

Darryl: uh -.-
PJ: oh, 'cause you figured that not everyone in the whole wide world was straight -.-
Dionis: Funny my ass. ._. Anw, he's Darryl, cca mate.
Sean: Me? Mean? /: & I've decided not to put anymore :D in my name. Sean:DD: Looks like a happy face + sad face ):
Darryl: Animal torture? It was just making the penguin talk ._.
Charlene: Hahahhahahahaa I THINK SO TOOO! 8) Don't kill me ):

2008-11-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D

I FOUND OUT WHAT THE OTHER THING SKIPPER (my penguin) WAS SAYING!

imdb-ed it. :D

Skipper the Penguin: Just smile and wave, boys. Smile and wave. Kowalski, progress report.

:D

Lalala.
I have nothing better to do.

2008-11-08T21:32:00.003+08:00

Tag replies! 8)

Pj: Oops. /: Oh and anw I GOT PROOF THAT IT WAS A SATELLITE! I asked my mama again. She said it was 'cause the stars are far far far far away and it's impossible for them to be this bright. O:

Clar: Hmm? What? Nono, look at the post again, nothing's wrong at all! :x

Jingwen: Hello! 8D

~~Darryl:~~ (nope, not gonna reply you -.-)

Chloe: Hey! 8D Alright, will link soon! 8D

Yulong: :D

Enya: Hahaha. :D Yeah. SEAN SUCKS! (I reeeally hope you're not reading this.) 8)

Terence: Sorryyy, was out. /: Anw, yay! :)

2008-11-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

Went out with Jo today! 8D

Made sure I had less than $15 in my wallet so I couldn't splurge.

Wuyue taught me that :D

Uhh got out of my house, realized that Jo's shangyin was ending in 15 minutes.

Stood at the bus stop and decided that I'll cab there instead.

Felt very guilty in the cab but it was too late. :x

Reached there early, stood outside the classroom to eavesdrop.

Walked back and forth and realized that Wye Inn was inside as well.

Their lesson finally ended and I went in to say hi to cui lao shi.

Lao shi immediately thought that I thought it was my lesson and went like '你来做什么?!'

Told her I was there to pick Jo up and skipped down the stairs before she could scold me. x:

Wanted to play badminton but kampong ubi cc court was reserved for some function o.o

Went over to MP library and it was booked too. /:

Decided to go job hunting instead 8)

(Yeah, with badminton rackets. 'REJECT MY APPLICATION AND I'LL WHACK YOU' /:)

Headed to parkway first.

Only D'arts and all the fastfood restaurant accepted people aged 14.

D'arts will only call when they need people.

I'm not exactly expecting the call. O:

& I don't like the idea of wearing that KFC red uniform and facing people we know everyday. /:

Decided not to 灰心 and traveled to tampines mall, then to bugis.

But to no avail ._.

Yeah the whole day just passed like that.

Going in to every shop, asking them 'hey, are there available part-time jobs?'

Think we got rejected around 30 times today. ):

I can't wait to be 16 or 17.

I WANNA WORKKKK. D:

Last year this time, we were looking forward to this year (to work at D'arts).

This year this time, we are looking forward to nextnext year.

Note to self: Don't go job hunting next year. It's a waste of time. O:

Lalala. /:

2008-11-07T20:25:00.004+08:00

Wheeeee.

ANNOUNCEMENT!

There's an EXCITING & THRILLING & COOL & ______ (insert whatever brilliant word here) concert! Tickets at $12 only. 8D Pay me & I'll tell you what cool concert it is. :D -cough-

But anw, I HAVE THREE TICKETS TO SELLLLLLL!

A little help, please? Hahaha. 8)

Spent the whole of today with the zheng people. :D

Was supposed to meet Jo at 11.30 at eunos.

Reached at 11.06 and decided to go to kembangan.

Scared her from the back and she jumped. :D

Hahahhahaaa.

I'm so proud of myself.

Since when was I early for my dates? O:

& it wasn't early lor. It was early early.

1/2 h early! :D

(if you're Jo, you'll agree that it's an accomplishment 'cause I used to be 1h late every time -.-)

Went to play vball first! 8D

Jo and I were very high. So high that we scared Boon and Jieyi. 8)

Charlene went to the CO room to have some meeting. O:

Qianyi was playing Jieyi's DS. -.-

2 seniors appeared and claimed that they weren't very good.

Turned out they were very pro. D:

Jo, Boon and Jieyi kept embarrassing themselves by laughing like retards -.-

I was on the seniors' team so I just kept very quiet. :x

I mean, besides the occasional 'SORRY!' when I miss the ball or smth. ._.

Lunch!

Waited for Charlene outside the CO room and Vivian appeared.

She saboed me lah wth -.-

Come on lah, I was with my seniors!

It wasn't the -ahem- part that I mind (Okay actually I do mind).

But you said I wanted to pon fz. Wth? -.-

Anw, walked over to ghim moh market!

Bought duck rice and ribena. :D

Went back to school and ate with them + Moo and Darryl. :D

Was almost late for fz~~, but since Jieyi was the one taking attendence, aiya heck la.~~ :x

Hmm was very emo for the first part of fz 'cause it was really very boring ._.

We weren't really making any progress at all.

Blahblahblah.

And then Esther appeared! 8)

She fen-ed us and we just played the song again and again.

Fenzu finallllyyyyy ended.

Went to refill our water bottles. :D

Yirong suddenly appeared alone so we asked her to mrt with us.

Boon called, she asked us to wait for her.

I called Melissa & Huiwen to gather all the people at LT area @ the foyer.

Then suddenly one whole group of zheng people appeared! 8)

(Boon was the only sec three there. Don't know where the others went. ):)

Walked halfway to the MRT and pj/yiqi called Jo to ask her to wait for them.

So we left the big zheng group -.-

Yiqi, Pj and Yulong finally appeared after we played vball at the empty space behind the CC.

Yeah, then Jo, Yiqi, Me, Pj and Yulong walked to the MRT "together".

Why inverted commas?

'cause Me, Pj and Yulong had uhhh "very important things" to discuss about so we HAD TO lag behind. We then realized after awhile that food was vital in our discussion so we wanted to get to the shop to buy food. O: When we wanted to inform uhh that two other people who were walking to fast together, we realized that they were too far ahead of us. O: Then uh as you know, the food was like very needed. We were uhh obliged to buy it asap. So.... we didn't inform the two infront people; our conclusion was to leave them to walk to the MRT alone together. :D

I have a paragraph long of explanation!

So you see, Jo.

It couldn't be helped. /:

I was in a GREAT dilemma. D:

Uhh yeah so it was totally not my fault. :D

-cough-

Just in case my explanation (or excuses, rather) didn't work on you:

EY WHAT LOR. I WAS JUST TRYING TO HELP. x:

Oh and I lied about the phone calls anyway.

I knew someone picked up the phone.

Is I let Yulong pick up one.

Hahahahaha. 8)

Ohkay you're going to kill me, bye.

And anw, I realized from the incident that Yiqi is a failure.

I'm not going to get killed by her for you again -.-

DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT'S 把握机会! D:

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid ._.

I got killed by her for nothing lah! D:

If I don't survive next fenzu,

I'll make sure I chop off your hands and you can't show off your 篮球火 thingo anymore -.-

The MRT ride back was boring. -.-

Jo got off the train early ~~'cause she didn't wanna MRT alone with Yulong~~ for idk-what reasons. :x

Lalala took 76 back with PJ, arguing about the satellites/stars thing again.

GOSH WHY WON'T HE BELIEVE ME. -.-

Oh and his eyeballs dropped out during the ride. -.-

& his legs were 'wobbly' when he got down the bus. Retard. ._.

No plans for tmr yettttt. Bored bored bored. O:

(I miss you D: )

2008-11-07T02:47:00.003+08:00

(Okay I feel retarded.)
I'M BACK AGAINNNN! 8)
Third post of the day!
No wait it's 2am already ._.

Tag replies!

Charlene: Aww is it because Jin-ahemahem-'s not back from overseas yet thats why you're singing sadly to yourself? ): It's okay yknow, really. You always have me! :D

Amanda: Shhh. ): Let's just pretend that junior's back /:

http://i305.photobucket.com/albums/nn202/ibitesocks/29th%20Oct%208I/IMG_7703.jpg

yayy :D

Vivian: -cough- you spelt his name wrongly. x;

Jiaqi (i rock): Hahaha. Too bad lorrrr. /:

Angshuang: Hahaha nono. It's 'EAT AN EGG AND IT'LL BE ON FIRE!' -.-

IP Pal: Hi! 8D Hahaha thanks. :D

Clar: -waves- wait, I'm not a boy (neither am I a penguin. ._.)! D:

2008-11-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

Yep, don't ask me why Ma married Pa.

One's a fairy, one's a zebra/monkey/donkey. /:

Joking. 8D

(No offense, pa. 8) Yknow we'll all accept you as our pa even if you're a donkey)

Hahaha three of them always look very cute together 8D

Screwed hair! D:

Damn it I caught the Sean Disease.

Joking :))))

Bye. :D

2008-11-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

The first thing I'm gonna say is OMG I SURVIVED SHANGYIN MWAHAHA 8D

Elaborate later. :D

Alright, tdayyyyyy! 8D

Went out with Angshuang, Jt, Dionis, Clar, Nicky, Enya, Clarence, Rason & Sean. :D

Met at paya at one first. :D

Angshuang started talking about her zibi dream about me eating an egg and throwing it into the dustbin. It then caught fire and tan tui gee appeared. So Angshuang told me 'dont worry la tan tui gee will take care of it'. Then after awhile everywhere caught fire and we were all walking to the parade ground and everything continued to burn. Suddenly some pirates appeared and we started shooting them. One of them kept shooting jt in the head & jt said 'don't keep shooting, will have bald spot' (or smth like that).

They say retarded people have retarded dreams.

(okay not really I just came up with that)

I totally agree with that. O:

Wanted to go long johns to eat but left since there was not enough seats for 10 people.

Met my jie there anyway. She was with her colleagues. O:

Went to mac instead. Bought happy meal and went crazy over the penguin. 8D

It was saying 'JUST SMILE AND WAVE BOYS!'

Ma got angry and confiscated my toy.

She went to put it into pa's pocket and I had to pull some strap from his shirt to get it back.

(OH YEAH, PA WAS WEARING THIS REALLY REALLY COOL BLACK SHIRT WITH A NICE CONVERSE BLACK BAG. HE LOOKED SO FREAKING COOL! 8D)

Then ma looked like she wanted to kill me ):

Oh and Sean (who was wearing an ahpeh shirt) said 'Rason, just throw it into the dustbin. That's the fastest way to solve all your problems"

SUCKER! ):

Hmm MRT-ed to kallang.

Nearly fell and whacked Clarence on the back accidentally. :x

Was damn scared 'cause I still thought he was damn scary. /:

(Oh and sorry Enya. :x)

Reached kallang! 8D

Took the bus and realized a lot of ngee ann people were on it.

Rachel, Alvin Choo, (forgot his name), (forgot his name) and (forgot his name). O:

Everyone was trying to take picture of everyone.

We all started screaming and acted like ITE people. /:

Reached Kallang Leisure Park! 8D

Went bowling first.

First time strike, the other times all get longkang O:

Okay not all. But still, -.-

Jt and Dionis were quite good. Angshuang and I were complete failures.

Hahaha.

Went ice skating next! :D

Clarence and Jt kept going 'I can't do it! I don't want to skate! No money!'

But they still went in in the end. 8D

Pa unrolled his sleeves and he looked even cooler. 8D

Hahaha. Like 黑社会老大. 8D

It was quite funnnn. :D

People kept scolding me for pangseh-ing Angshuang. /:

Clarence learnt how to skate! 8D

(okay not really, he was skating the wrong way, but still...)

I decided that he's not scary at all afterall. :D

Pa and Ma skated together.

Kept going round and round them going 'I'M A LIGHTBULB!'

Then Rason said 'I off your switch ah!' or smth. O:

I bet he chen4 ji2 hold her hand la. x:

Oh and I hate Sean.

So what if you can go fast. ):

But thanks for getting my gloves anw. :)

~~(A pirate pointed a gun at my head & forced me to type that)~~

Went out after skating for I think 2 hours. O:

Just went straight to flag a cab 'cause I thought I was going to be late for shangyin.

Reached shangyin 45 mins early,

Ended up sitting in the room throughout Xiao Min's class. -.-

The new shangyin classroom is niceeee 8D

Anw, Cui lao shi was very pissed at Xiao Min. o-o

I was like dying to get out of the room 'cause she said '如果你练成这样，以后就别来上课了'

& I thought she played quite okay-ly! ._.

Was thinking 'I am going to make her bite my hands off 'cause I failed to play all my 4 pieces at home and I think I'll do much worse than her' -.-

Uhh so after sitting down for 45 mins it was finally my turn to piss her off.

Surprisingly, I didn't die!

Maybe ice skating before shangyin produces better results. Hmm. ._.

Shangyin ended at 9! 8D

Was so happy when I checked my phone 'cause pa (as in my dad, not Rason) msged me '我在上音门口等你' :D

Went home and realized that I was having a fever. ):

PEEKTURES! 8D

(Okay photobucket's not cooperating.)

Peektures up laterrrr. 8D

Or alternatively, you can just go to my photobucket album.

(Links>Etc>Photo Album> CLIQUE 8D)

Aww Sean, another unglam photo of you. :x

~~(Mwaahahahaha. Who's the weak one nowwwww. 8D 8D 8D 8D)~~

I know I'm lag, but I just read Zhihao's dedication. ._.

It made me laugh to my screen lah -.-

& then I started crying ._.

I hate you lah, why did you have to fly off so early.

You can't go and stare at the satellites with me anymore until next year yknow.

(Will we have time to go out as a bigbig group then?

Will we be this close as a bigbig group then?

Will we even be talking to each other then? D: )

(^(%*&%&*(^*

This sucks.

I'm not going to read Angshuang's note anymore. ):

(& I miss you.)

Tag replies!

2008-11-06T01:06:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored. ):

Shall reply my tags! 8D

(Earliest->Latest!)

Angshuang: Wheeee. Yknow, I was going to say first to tag gets a sweet but you tagged before I did. 8DDD

Darryl: Mwahaha, don't spam, then. O:

Charlene: Hmm, what part? 8D & stop singing to yourself, dear. It's scaring people. O:

Dionis: HELLO 8D

Clar: Hahaha yeah. :D

Vanessa: Alright, I'll link soon! :D (omg that means you found out about my departure for VJ ): )

Sean: Uhhuh! It's the same colour as your outstand shirt! :D

Grace: Hello! :D :D :D

Jt: Hellooooo 8D

Darryl: Uhh -.-

Terence: Hahaha. I'd rather stay in Singapore than to freeze there. :x

Ben: Hm? o.o

Rason: Sorry if it made you squint your already-so-small eyes. :x Joking! :D Hahaha yeah. But it's baldingggg. ): Like you! 8D

Amanda: HEY HUSBANDDD. You didn't ask how's junior. ):

2008-11-05T18:58:00.003+08:00

Went out with mama today 8D

Bought my physics textbook & collect the Freedom Writer's Diary. :D

I'm bored. & empty. D:

Lalalala. /:

2008-11-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

My tagboard was back for a moment and I decided to make it disappear again. O:

The only reason why I don't want it back is 'cause I know it'll go dead. ):

Fear of tagboards dying = tagdiephobia!

Okay sorry, I'm just too bored. ._.

I'm woke up at three today. How amazing ._.

If Angshuang didn't keep calling my house phone, I think I won't wake up until at night.

Tried to not sleep for the whole of last night 'cause I knew I can't wake up in time the next day.

Buttttt, I failed miserably. ):

Stayed up till 2, went to 'rest' until 4, tried to stay awake until 6.25, fell asleep until 7+, msged until 8+ & his plane took off. ): ): ):

Jo's at chalet, Angshuang's going for the kpop concert today.

As you can see, keeping myself occupied isn't easy. ._.

Have been playing the zheng for the past 2 hours and I concluded I'm so dead for the ezco competition and exam. God. D:

Is it me, the zheng, or am I just not used to Darryl's nails. ._.

(Oh yeah, thanks for lending me the zhi jia temporarily. :D)

Suckkkkks.

Someone save me from boredom (& misery?) /:

2008-11-03T20:31:00.005+08:00

Lazy. Lazy. Lazy. D:

Don't feel like blogging about anything. /:

Reeeeally don't feel like blogging about class chalet.

All I can remember was that...

1. IT WAS DAMN FUN

2. VIVIAN & JIAYING ARE NOT VAMPIRES

3. I LOVE 'SAILING'!

4. WII IS FREAKING FUN

5. I DON'T LIKE HSM D:

6. JINZHI IS VERYVERYVERY UNGLAM WHEN HE SLEEPS.

7. CRESMIC PWNS. 8D

Note to self: refer to Angshuang's blog for everything you've forgotten. o-o

Hmm, before chalet was VJ registration dayyyy.

I think there were more guys than girls in my class.

& one of them is from the united states.

I like his accent 8D

The girls were mostly from st. nicholas and cedar,

The guys were mainly from VS. o-o

(& omg BOOOON! Cheeyang is in my class -coughcoughcough-)

09v15.

I don't know what I feel about them yet.

Although I never had problems being wild,

I'm pretty scared of being myself in my new class. Roarrr. /:

I'm just going to be my crazy self and see if they can accept me like cresmic did. Hmm. /:

Well, at least I have Cheng Yee & Grace! 8D

/edit

YESTERDAY!

Went out with Terence to eat lunch :D

Yeah, he's my very good friend -.-

Watched him eat in macs.

Didn't feel like eating 'cause I just woke up.

(woke up at 1.30, my mama. ._.)

Just walked around PP & he started imitating kang lao shi and tripping over his own slippers, people's asses and almost everything else, even the air. -.-

Realized how embarrassing it can get. ._.

Bought my new water bottle! :D

It looks the same as my old one.

Actually, it is the same as my old one -.-

Uhh went home after we got bored of parkway. O:

31 one took like 5723 years to come.

Today!

Played vball with Jo, Jinj- I mean uh, Charlene, Boonxuan and Melissa in the morning first. :D

Darryl and Huiwen joined us later.

Went for lunch at ghim moh together.

I ate fries asnd drank two cups of sweet talk o.o

Was damn full after that.

Fenzu was hmm, as usual?

New sec 4 girl joined us O:

Makes me miss Michelle a lot. /:

Kept trying to negotiate with cui lao shi.

I don't wanna carry my zheng to practice anymore.
They're playing the syf song now, so it isn't like we're of any use. ._.

She kept saying that Jo and I 消失了, don't know if they year ones understood.

Yknow seriously, my greatest regret is to not bond with my juniors. ._.

Guess they came in too late. O:

Fiona, Boonxuan, etcetcetc knew us since last march,

But we never met our juniors until like this august..?

The walk to MRT after fenzu was funny and lethal.

Jo wanted to kill me lah. ):

Hmm, refer to Yulong's random photo of the day! :D

I THINK it's going to be there. x;

Hmm, time to update my profile. :D

picspam

2008-10-31T01:02:00.008+08:00

mm, Everything's up on photobucket! 8D
http://s305.photobucket.com/albums/nn202/ibitesocks/Last%20days%20of%20school%208D/
Password's ZIBI8D as usuallll. :D

Sorry people, all your unglam pics are up! :D

Just some photos that I have to highlight:

(Click to enlarge!)

CRESMIC!

Clique! :D

&.. ZIBI :D

Man...

& I thought I was done crying.

2008-10-30T12:55:00.002+08:00

Hmm, I'm not gonna continue the day before yesterday's post 'cause I'm too lazy to.
Just read Angshuang's blog. Hahhaa.

Yesterday!
Haha was too tired to blog, sorry o-o

Last day of school, 29/10.

We've been talking about this date since... forever.

It felt so distant and blah.

Can't believe that it's now over.

Woke up early in the morning,

Went up on the sub bus,

Smsed, looked out of the window, blahhh as usual.

Reached school, started crying in class for no apparent reason.

Waited for Dionis to come.

Went for flagraising for the last time ever.

Dionis still didn't come.

Missed the last chance to stand behind her for flagraising,

Listening to her grumbles about everything and anything under the sun,

& of course, the vksbdgsd sound of Dionis-thigh-slapping. O:

Mr Tan came and ask me why I looked so dead.

Tears welled up in my eyes and he was smart enough to stand up and walk away before they fell.

Went back to class, Dionis finally came.

Gave out the class photos (like finally) and everyone started signing on them.

Gave them early recess at 8.50. Hahaha o-o

Went to the zibi table for the last time with zibi.

Jiaqi gave her zibi speech! :D

It was totally ego, so typical of her.

Everything she wrote down was true, though.

Very true.

I mean, so what if the others hates us?

(I don't get it though, why is 'I don't know, maybe it's the way you all walk' a reason why they hate us o.o we don't even walk in a group most of the time 'cause me, yunen and Jt are the fast walkers and the others lag behind really slowly.)

And 大便 lor, jiaqi, you stole some parts from my zibi speech! D:

Nahh, joking. It's okay. :D

Hm went back to class,

Mr Tan started collecting the option forms.

Everyone continued signing on everyone's photos.

And everyone started taking their cameras out. :D

Lalala played around for the whole time until 1130, class league.

Gym!

Cheered like crazy at first. :D

(Zibi + Jiaying + Vivian)

Just screamed our asses out for the last time 8)

Then some 2D girl rolled her eyes at us. O:

Sorry if we offended you by being enthu? o_o

Okay what sort of apology is that. ._. Nevermind! :D

We continued being high until we realized then we were cheering when we weren't asked to.

We were all damn malu and died of embarrassment. D:

Hmm then the 2J people got kinda pissed 'cause no one was cheering

(& I doubt she could hear us. x;)

Then uhh Jiaqi got pissed 'cause she got pissed then we all kept quiet for the rest of the time.

Then we had the level video ha o_o

I thought I wasn't going to cry. Seriously.

Jiaying: You say you won't cry one ah!

Vivian: You cry I slap you!

Dionis: You cry I slap your boobs!

Jiaqi: Omg you better don't cry.

Laughed a bit and the level song started playing and the video started.

I didn't feel like crying at all, honestly.

Just kept my head down and let the lyrics of the level song sink in.

Looked up and saw the level camp picture.

The caterpillar thingo, when we had to climb up the slope.

Suddenly all the memories of level camp came back.

The caterpillar thing was really unforgetably painful.

I remember I had two huge blisters on my hand after that. O:

Then I realized that there was still so many things that I haven't thought about.

So much that I couldn't let go of.

The song continued and I kept my head down.

Mr Yeo said we should look at the lyrics of the second song.

I was curious, so I just looked up to read.

And curiousity killed the cat. O:

Thought it was okay to look up already, when the song was ending.

Then suddenly the zibi photo popped out. ._.

Tears just uncontrollably rolled down o_o

The video finally ended.

I just kept my head on my knees. I didn't wanna look up.

One reason, of course, is 'cause I look really unglam.

Secondly, 'cause when I look up, I know I would see the people who will make me cry the most.

Hmm sang the level song after that.

Just... cried without singing, which is something I really regret..? ._.

Rason, Sean, Zhihao and Clarence walked over.

Rason came and poke my face to stop me from crying, didn't work.

Sean and Zhihao came and I turned away 'cause I didn't wanna malu myself infront of them.

I squat down for awhile to wipe away the tears.

Looked up and saw Clarence stoning.

I wanted to laugh 'cause it looked damn scary. But tears came out instead of laughter.

I don't know why, hahhaha. ._.

Went back to class to pack bag.

Stood at the front and stoned awhile.

That was the spot where I've been screaming/yelling at them.

Stood outside the class, watched them clean the class through the window.

That was the thing I've been telling them to do since day 1.

Looked at the glass panels of the windows.

This was what I've been looking through when I sat with Vivian,

Peered through the windows to find the 4 guys molesting each other.

That was what I've been laughing at for the whole year.

Watched every single table get pushed to the back of the class.

That was the classroom I've been studying in.

Looked at the individual faces of the people in class, the white board, the projector, the dustbin.

This is Cresmic.

The 2E people were there so I decided not to cry.

XY and Shaun gave me the class flag. O:

I went 'SHAUN' and found both Sean and Shaun looking at me.
It was damn fun so I tried it again and again until they give me the wth-look. :D

Hahaha.

Went to Seoul Garden to eat after that! :D

Me, Angshuang, Yunen, Jt, Dionis, Wuyue, Jt, Clar, Rason, Zhihao, Sean and Clarence. :D

Zhihao's english suck! 8D

'-blahblah- Where is her'

'Where is she lah ._.'

'Okayokay. Where is she, where is she.'

(five minutes later)

'Where is -pauses for like 5 seconds to make sure he gets the right word- him. AYE OMG I MEAN HE. WHERE IS HE'

Hahaha damn funny. :D

Took like 2000 unglam photos of everyone. 8D

Walked around after eating. :D

Couldn't decide where to go so we just stopped every 5 minutes to debate.

Decided to go ECP in the end.

Rason, Jt and Wuyue decided not to go. O:

In-line skated! :D

Sean is a show off. Show off. Show off. D:

Just skated around the smooth smooth area with railings and everything.

Zhihao kept telling me to stop smsing when he was smsing also. ._.

Then smth happened (cant remember O:) and Sean decided to push me.

I don't know why I lost balance and fell.

He felt damn guilty after that o.o

What's the big deal lor.

I'm not some pro who goes 'I Will Not Fall When I'm Skating Forever' :x

So falling is fine for me 8D

Except I dropped my wallet, camera, Dionis' wallet and phone.

He should thank God that my phone was in my pocket or I would have roared at him O:

Hmm went to return our skates after 1 fastfastfast hour. O:

Sat down at the rock to watch the sunset. :D

It was damn pretty.

The atmosphere was so... emo o_o

I wished... nevermind. /:

At least I have one thing off my to-do list. :D

& I don't care. I wanna watch it again. /:

I kept showing off my phone and camera to Sean who has a lousy phone :D

Then some 'star' come out and I told them it was a satellite 'cause my mama told me that.

Then they all scolded me D:

Zhihao started going 'How old were you huh? Your mama lie to you one lah. If your mama told you that recently means you WEAK. Means your mama thinks you're still young (and blah)'

I still insisted that it was a satellite and everyone started ignoring that part of my speech. ._.

Hmm just stayed there till the sun totally went down.

They believed that it was a satellite after all. :D

Suddenly Dionis and Angshuang started screaming 'got rat' and we all left the stone.

Walked along the beach back to the overhead bridge to my house.

SINGAPORE CAN SHOOT CROWS ONE AH o_o

Okay nevermind. D:

Anyway, I stand on zhihao's side.

I bet it was just 鞭炮 lah o_o

Went back home, took some photos and died (read angshuang's blog ._.)

My mama said zhihao 是矮了一点，但他很有礼貌 o.o

(what the . was she thinking D:)

And I told her that he told me that she lied to me. O:

Hahaha.

Thanks zibi, the 2E clique, cresmic and everyone who came to tell me to cheer up for making my day (:

Picspam later. 8D

2008-10-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

It's getting difficult to pen down the things that happened in school.

I'll probably end up writing a 描写文 or smth.

Every small detail seemed meaningful to be noted.

Didn't catch any sleep last night.

Was worried that I couldn't finish all my notes on time.

Went to bathe at 4am in the morning, the usual thing I do before I feel like sleeping.

Waited for my hair to dry till 4.30am while attempting to make 40 envelopes.

Uh being stubborn, I refused to believe the fact that an envelope could be that ugly.

So I preservered and continued trying to uhh improvise them.

Suddenly my mum woke up and told me to get ready for school.

Threw all the envelopes away 'cause they didn't look presentable.

I was told that time flies when you're having fun.

It seems ironic to tell myself time flies when I'm crying.

How... contrasting?

Dressed for school, as usual.

Fingered the metal buttons that had '德明' carved on it.

I remember how I used to complain about them two years ago.

How troublesome it was to put that big fat button through the hole,

How irritating it was to have a metal ring tickling me like whenever I moved that bit.

Even walking on the overhead bridge to the parkway bus made me feel... funny.

Didn't wanna make myself look like a crazy woman so I just wiped off my tears before I got on the bus.

Went to school, was high for the whole day.

Well, kind of.

Went to vivo for math trial!

It was... uh pretty pointless?

Was with Christine, Wangqi and Justin. :D

(Okay fuck I'm in a really bad mood now so maybe i'll continue posting later. bye.)

2008-10-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

Yeppp, I'm still awake o-o

I don't wanna sleep.

Just 11 more people. I must 坚持! x:

Roar the closer they are to me, the harder to write.

I find myself backspacing 3 out of 5 words that I type.

Never thought it would be this tough (to let go).

2008-10-27T12:29:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like blogging o-o

Removed my to-do-list.

The only thing I wanna do now is to finish my cards.

I don't think I'll finish it on time, honestly o-o

I'll probably just rush through everything and leave a lot a lot of things out. o-o

20/10, went out with PJ 'cause we were both very bored.

Watched Painted Skin without believing that it was horror movie.

Just whacked him throughout the scary parts. o_o

21/10, went out with my jie to parkway.

Met Clar etcetcetc :D

Sean was 'Outstand'ing as usual. :D

Rason called when he was on the way to the toilet o.o

Talked to him for awhile before my jie came back to accuse me of having a boyfriend again O:

[Yeahyeah. I have 2000 boyfriends, sisters (If you're reading this)]

Came back home to read twilight. O:

22/10. I'm going to start chionging the cards now.

Shoo!

2008-10-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

2 days left.

(Eff it I can't stop crying after reading Yunen's post.)

[c=36]S C=) FIONABANANAlovesЯëbëcca! banana milk=squeeze you and grind me![/c] says (9:27 PM):

aiyo

why?

[c=36]S C=) FIONABANANAlovesЯëbëcca! banana milk=squeeze you and grind me![/c] says (9:28 PM):

you miss them a lot?

ZHENTING(: [u]SHANGSI[/u] ♥ [c=36]DHSCOZZ[/c] & [b]you[/b]. (: says (9:28 PM):

放不下

[c=36]S C=) FIONABANANAlovesЯëbëcca! banana milk=squeeze you and grind me![/c] says (9:28 PM):

wo zhi dao

[c=36]S C=) FIONABANANAlovesЯëbëcca! banana milk=squeeze you and grind me![/c] says (9:29 PM):

dan shi zhong ni hui fang de xia de

I feel so loved all of a sudden.

Not from anyone, particularly.

It's basically just everyone o-o

Thanks for tolerating my sucky emoness,

& for being there for me, people.

I don't wanna miss the class chalet.

But I realized I can't pon the symposium 'cause it's pretty important.

Goddddddddddddddd. D:

I'll miss like half a day on the first day and half a day on the second.

That's like missing 1 out of 2 days!

Lala.

I shall just pretend to be happy and finish this post.

Today!

In-line skating. :D

Haha it was damn fun.

I regret not joining the advanced class though o_o

But then again, Sean is there and he'll probably show off and make me very malu.

I might regret going for the advanced class as well,

So I shall stop complaining. o-o

Had portfolio presentation after that. O:

Creshelle, Jiayan and Shafaye came over.

They're all good speakers o-o

I think Jinzhi died next door D:

Uhh had extra time 'cause Toby didn't come.

Mr Tan forced me, Angshuang and Wangqi to present o_o

I haven't looked at my portfolio for the past 2 months so I had no idea what to say at all.

Gave a lousy presentation and started going

'This is damn boring. Can I stop presenting?'

Uhh yeah so I finished what I had to say and Mr Tan asked if I had anything to tell the class.

'This year, there were ups and there were downs-'

Started crying and maluing myself infront of cresmic

(minus soph, vivian, jinzhi and melvin plus 3 delphinus.) ._.

Amanda brought me to the toilet and I stopped crying after that. x;

Fz was kinda boring.

Played the G diao songs for awhile. :D

Can't believe I used to hate G diao. O:

I'm going to miss playing all those in the group. Really.

& lala. the last official fenzu ended.

Seriously, I don't feel the love anymore lor. /:

Fenzu's just boring and cold most of the time.

Reallyreally appreciate the fact that Liying is sitting behind me everytime or I would have just slept and die of boredom in my sleep. o-o

MRT-ed home with Liying, Stella and Jo.

One of the last times I'll be MRTing with them, I guess.

I need to finish my carrrrds. D:

2008-10-23T18:24:00.005+08:00

Yay I got my new phoneeee 8D

Haha it's pretty but not veryvery good. O:

LG Secret! :D

Didn't blog yesterday 'cause I was too lazy.

Just refer to redcottonstar.blogspot.com :x

Oh anw, I met Jz's twin in parkway when I was collecting the phone O:

I swear I wasn't hallucinating.

Jz claimed that it was 'cause I think about him a lot -.-

Today!

Woke up at 7.30 'cause Rason called me to ask if Jt was in class o.o

Realized I was damn late for school and chionged out of the house.

Cabbed to school, reached at 8.15.

Was sitting with Vivian 'cause she was late as well hahaha.

Attended like two thousand five hundred and forty-one talks.

They talked about History, Geography, English Literature, Physics and Chem.

I think Sammy died since the computerized mind was invented.

In fact, the world would have died by then.

Everyone would be clones and nothing but fake humans who aren't humane.

I hope my blog will still be alive like 200 (or less) years later.

'cause if the technology advances till that stage,

I want the future generation to read this and realize how disgusting all of them are.

Then all of them would go and zisha.

The world would be a better place without THAT advanced technology, I guess.

No offence to uhh cloning supporters x:

Recess break at 10.20 am.

Ate at the zibi hole.

Just bought like a lot a lot of sausages and hashbrowns 'cause I didn't take their orders. O:

Angshuang started zibiing with my new phone 'cause she was playing smth like the marble marble game.

The one which requires you to move the phone around to make the ball roll.

Jiaqi discovered how to look the most zibi while playing that game. O:

Went back to the hall, realized that my phone batt died.

Used my other phone to msg Jiaqi 'Hi I'm bored 8D' when she was right infront of me.

She gave me the eff you sign -.-

Junkai was sitting behind me.

Yknow, I was okay with him already.

I was thinking since I'm leaving already, I should be like nicer to him.

I even wrote a veryveryvery long nice letter for him (yeah which I tore up when I came home today) as a last attempt to make him 了解 why the world is so mad at him.

So I spoke to him nicely at first when he was making a fuss out of nothing to make himself pissed while he pretends that it was all our fault.

Yeah, this kinda things make him feel so proud of himself so I thought 'okay nevermind'

After that he got pretty irritating, so I stared at him with the Jiaqi-innocent-look.

He glared back for like 15 seconds so I decided to tell him that if he's waiting for electricity to come out of my eye, save it. He looked away angrily after that.

Then he started saying like 'You go and tell leehwee lah. Go and tell lah. That guy's a flirtatious bastard. He side all the girls. Don't think I don't know. Ya'll team up to make me suspended. Don't think I don't know. You all just wanna 害 me get suspended. Go tell leehwee lah. I DARE YOU TO TELL LEEHWEE LAH. YOU THINK I VERY SCARED AH. YOU THINK YOU GOT 种 AH. YOU GO TELL HIM LAH! YOU WANT TO SEE WHO GOT MORE 种 RIGHT?!'

I got damn pissed 'cause I didn't even do anything!

I didn't talk to him, I didn't even bother to LOOK at him.

Aand he just started making himself pissed and venting his anger on me.

And in the process, he insulted Mr Tan.

It isn't about me loving him.

I mean, although there were times when I thought Mr Tan makes weird decisions that I don't really like, I still respect Mr Tan as my teacher and for all those things that he has done for the class.

And now he suddenly thinks he has all the rights to insult him, me and the class.

Wtf's with the 种 shit?

It isn't like I'm like scared of him. Why the hell should I be?

I decided not to bother Mr Tan with such stupid things and just told Junkai that I didn't think Mr Tan deserves such insults.

He decided to keep quiet awhile and read his book until Mr Tan came over to tell Jiaqi and Dionis to stop talking and Junkai to stop reading.

He banged his book down like thrice and shouted 'FREAKING BASTARD'

I couldn't stand it and just stood up to tell Mr Tan everything and anything that I've heard from Junkai.

Came back, glared at him and sat down again.

He kept quiet for the rest of the ACC quiz and the BSP talk.

Stayed back after the talks 'cause Mr Tan wanted to see Jiaqi, Dionis and Angshuang.

He talked to Junkai first.

He shouted at him damn loudly. O:

Went to take my withdrawal form from the GO and went back to class.

Class guys + Kimsiang + Rason + 2D guys were playing cards again.

Waited for Jiaqi, Dionis and Angshuang to come back.

They came back, apparently Jiaqi AP-ed him. O:

Dionis went for modeling, Jiaqi went for training.

Wuyue and Yunen went home,

Me, Angshuang and Jt went to eat at ghim moh.

Bought waffles and sweet talk. :D

Sat down to eat at the hawker center.

Met the 2F guys and decided to compare hand size with Yiqi.

I think his fingers can play 43857329 octaves lah o.o

His pinky = my index finger o-o

MRTed home with Angshuang and Jt. :D

Alighted at paya, took 76, as usual.

Suddenly saw Boon and her friend walking towards the yellow building O:

Alighted to meet up with Boon. 8D

So coincidental. O:

Went to her house to put down her bag and flew down to her playground for the swing 8D

There was a topless guy there who went like '他不知道我是 spy!' damn loudly on the phone.

He had like a lot a lot of tattoos and he looks biantai. o-o

Played at the playground despite his presence :x

Hahaha. I love swings!

Reminds me of Mandarin Gardens, Brenda, and all those p6 times. O:

Showed her the Amanda & Zhenting Archives. :D

Sat at the swing and talked for quite awhile.

Decided to play the see-saw which I'm terribly afraid of. x:

Took like a few retarded photos (upload laterrr) and went to her house to pee x:

Finally went home!

Slept on the bus home and found myself on some stranger's shoulder again -.-

Lalala.

Tmr's the last official fenzu!

...

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OH AND THANKS JIAYING JIAMIN YUNEN VIVIAN AND CLAR FOR THE SNEAKERS!

Sorry I ran off to the toilet right after ya'll gave it to me. x:

I LOVE ALL OF YOUUUU 8D

Hahaha

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2008-10-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

Heh I think I'm dying. (I missed you. ):)

My tears just roll down even when I don't feel like crying.

And my eyes hurt like o-o

The side there got the 脱皮 feeling. D:

& that's not the only thing.

My nose started bleeding after my tears stopped flowing. o-o

Today. D:

Chinese paper first.

IT'S THE FIRST TIME I PASSED A CHINESE PAPER WITH MORE THAN 10 MARKS.

I failed my paper one though.

Minused 7 for 错别字 8D

Hahahahahaa. :D

Geog next.

Honestly I thought I was gonna fail it.

I never passed any test with LORMs essay questions.

But uh surprisingly, it was alright, I guess.

Had recess break.

Ate at the zibi hole behind the zibi table again.

We all marveled at Dionis' nerdiness. 8D

Went back to class to watch Kungfu Panda for like one hour.

I didn't watch the movie in the cinemas. O:

I want to know what happened next. D:

Had lunch break right after that.

Was feeling very full but I still ate anyway.

Since it was an one hour break, we went to the track to zibi.

Started playing soccer with the plastic water bottle. O:

Suddenly recalled going 'Omg so childish' at the 2F guys when they did the same thing last week and felt damn guilty. x:

Sweat like crazy and went in the gym stinking like pigs.

Got our math paper back.

It was like o_o totally screwed.

I know I'm just being a retarded shit for complaining about my marks.

But Math's supposed to be my best subject.

And it turned out... like this?

I don't know why.

Since sem 2 started, my results has been like... so much below expectations?

My grades have been deproving. Deproving a lot.

I never had to look back at my test papers and wonder what I was doing.

Not for so many/all the questions, at least.

20 marks of careless mistakes.

Joy to the world.

I know, the marks shouldn't matter to me at all.

But it isn't the GPA or whatever shit that I really care about.

It just hurts so bad to know that I could do much better and yet... I didn't.

I'm just disappointed in myself.

God, what's wrong with me? What's happening to me?

I think if they didn't collect the answer scripts back, I would have burnt it.

Went to the track with Jiaqi, Yunen and Jt.

Raced with Yunen and I won!

Okay she did, 'cause she cheated by telling me to tie my shoelace. D:<

Jiaqi emoed. /:

Told them if I didn't get B for the science eoy paper, I wouldn't be called Lim Zhen Ting.

Went back to the gym, figured out that we were late.

Talked to Mr Tan for awhile talking about subject combi and stuff.

Went back to our seats, got back our science paper.

YAY MY NAME IS LIM ZHEN TING (not teting, yunen, tyvm. -.-)

Lalala so there goes my A+ for science as well.

Ate lunch with Wuyue, Jt and Angshuang.

Dionis went for some modeling thing.

Went to spy on her for like 1,2 hours but it still wasn't her turn to walk /:

Discovered that she's catwalking on 6TH OF NOVEMBER @ SUNTEC.

-hints- :D

Hmm then Jt had to go so we all went home without Dionis.

Talked about first impressions on the MRT ride home.

Having a winnie the pooh water bottle on the first day of school doesn't make me 'scary' -.-

Suddenly we all started thinking about all the cliques that we've been in, what happened during orientation, etc.

I remember remembering Wuyue as the girl who kept talking to me during orientation (& I labeled her as the 'weird and very scary girl' o.o

I remember remembering Jinzhi as the 'ugly and tall guy' who did the pass rubberband with straw in our mouths with me o.o

I remember remembering Yichen as the 'really tall and scary guy' whom I had to hold hands with for the hula hoop thing. o.o

Guess all the first impressions were pretty... off? x:

Hahaha.

2008-10-20T19:03:00.003+08:00

1. My red nike bottle disappeared and I refuse to drink water out of any other bottle besides that one ):
2. Someone opened my eye 'tap' and forgot to close it.
Thus, it can be seen that I'm dehydrating and I'll die soon.
~~(Which is why ya'll should treat me better these days)~~

Results day!

Spend the morning composing the class cheer.
Was pretty emo 'cause tantan scolded me.
I mean, I did tell the class to do the damn cheer during interclass what o-o
I msged everyone besides the players! ._.
But still, no one turned up and therefore, I get scolded for it.

Nevermindddd. /:

Cheered the entire morning and got high again. :D
Decided that it was time I should give Zibi my zibi speech,
'cause today's the day that is the furthest away from the last day of school.
Uhh so yeah I brought my speech paper down.

Ate at the zibi corner behind the zibi table. 8D
Uhhhhh yeah and I started my speech after we all got our sausages, fish cakes, seaweed chickens and milo jia fens. :D
I thought I wasn't going to cry 'cause I was pretty high.
Yet when I started on the first line I felt the lump at the throat
(Nopenope, I don't have the adam's apple. .-.)
Started crying like a retard and knocked my head against the wall 200 times when I reached the second page,
Then lalala I finished it. 8D
Offed my tear tap and walked to the gym.
Met Jiaying and Soph on the way and started crying again.
I'm gonna miss Jiaying a lot. ):

Uh okay so we went into the gym and got our LA and history papers.
It was super boring and I was basically just bored to tears o-o
Pa, cheer up. :D
You'll have no problems getting your triple science one.
Believe in yourself! 8D
& sorry I shouted at you and used manymany eff words o-o
(I was imitating you okay -.-)

Yunen, I was seriously going to pluck out your tooth.
Maybe if I take all your teeth and put it under my pillow,
Tooth fairy would like me more and give me straighter teeth! 8D

Went out of the gym to see all the people who were leaving and Jo cried again o-o
I was feeling super high and just skipped around as usual x:

Went to the com lab to do the stupid iclassic thing o-o
No offence, it's a waste of time. D:
Can I not do it pleeeease. ):

Cheered in class after that.
(Yknow... Maybe it's a good thing that we're not bonded.
Easier to let go, I guess.)

School ended!

ZHENGGGG. 8D
Had meeting in CO room first.
Lalala just teased Charlene about AHEM AHEM.
Went to ban qing.
Accidentally stepped into the CO room with my shoes on o-o
The DYB zuzhang caught me. x;

Uhh so we had 9637463 hours of fenzu.
Just repeated the same song over and over and over again.
I miss all the G diao songs o-o
(Which reminds me. SHANGYIN'S STARTING! D:)

Boon finally discovered that Xiaomin is Yimin's sister.
Hahaha henr eyes totally popped out lah o-o
Comical expression. x:

FZ ended!
Thanks Darryl for helping me carry my zheng (although you dropped it -.-) :D
MRTed back with Shuqi, Moo and Jo 8D

Went home and blahhhh.
I have so many things to do for the next few days.
Roarrr I shouldn't have wasted the marking days. ):

Byebye. /:

2008-10-19T18:30:00.002+08:00

I'm using two keyboards! Hahahaha 8D
One hand on the keyboard on top, the other on the keyboard below.
And I'm typing like that. It works! :D :D :D

I'm dying.
Is there any spell that can make the sickness go away? D:
Flulabaha!
Not working o-o

Anw, went for a 'zheng outing' today O:
Okay not really.
Just an outing that involves people in zheng. x:
5 people turned up -.-
(Maybe 'cause it was impromptu. /:)
Me, Jo, Stella, Liying, Boonxuan. :D

Went to ECP @ 12! :D
Being zhengers, we were all late -.-
Jo and I reached like 10 minutes late and we were the first to reach. o-o

Ate at macs.
Liying started telling us about her haunted chalet. ):
It was super scaryyyyy. D:
She was saying something like
'And then right'
And Boon came from behind and went 'BOOOOO' o-o
Me and Jo got a shock and screamed till everyone stared at us o-o

Uhhh we left macs at arond... 1?
(After binching like pigs, yeah. D:)
Went to rent rollerblades with Liying while Jo and Boon got the double bike. O:
We sat down, got the weird long socks and started wearing the rollerblades.
We stood up, trying to balance on the blades and not malu ourselves.
We rolled down the damn slope screaming like idiots,
We finally reached the right track and started looking around for Jo & Boon.
We looked up and realized there were dark clouds.
We looked down and decided that it was raining.
We tried to blade back to the stupid shop.
Wegot attacked by sudden, big heavy raindrops.
We were soaked in the damn rain.
Tadaaaaa.
-.-
I was wearing the zibi tee and I just died ._.

Ran in the rain and got even more wet. o-o
Went to take a cab to Marine Parade Library to meet Stella. O:
She looks like a small kid when she ate with her classmates lah -.-
Can't believe she's only one year younger than my jie o-o
Uhh went to the back of the library to play badminton/vball 'cause the courts were fully booked.
Got bored after awhile and decided to walk back to ecp.
Wanted to cycle, but we decided that we were too tired,
So we walked back to mac to sit down and talk. x:
Time galloped and it was 5+ already.
Liying left without her shoe bag,
Stella flew off wearing her superman shirt,
Boonxuan smiled like a retard and left,
Then Jo fetched me home. 8D
And now I'm homeeeee! :D
& I still feel very sick. ):

Byebyeeeee

2008-10-17T19:17:00.002+08:00

Y'know what, I seriously don't want holidays to come.

No school for merely three days and I'm bored to tears already.

Everyone's either gaming or watching shows, movies, etc.

I'm bored. Reeeeally bored.

Went out with Jo today.

Played vball in the middle of nowhere. O:

Met Melvin Oh.

He looks freaking scary. D:

Skinny and tall. No wait, VERY skinny and VERY tall.

Like, 170 but 30kg that kinda thing o-o

Scary, scary, scary D:

Feels like his bone will break if I throw a stone at him.

Gosh, scary. D:

Went over to parkway, walked around.

Figured that it was a waste of money to buy autograph books.

I mean, there isn't really a lot of people who could write super meaningful things for me.

Out of like lets say 50 people?

40 of them would write 'Hey, thanks for being my friend. Good luck in VJ, byebye.'

Yeah, although simple things like those mean a lot to me.

But honestly, when I look back at it 5 years later,

Would it really matter that much? /:

Roar idk.

But I guess I'm still gonna get it anyway. x:

Speaking about autograph books,

I flipped through my P6 one. O:

Reread all those from some Dunmanians.

From Jo:

'Hey Ting,

We had loads of fun togehter and I'm gonna miss you ):

Hopefully I can get into DHS and keep in touch with you through guzheng... :)

All the best for your secondary school life kae? God Bless!'

Hahaha. Cool man. We're really in the same school and we're still keeping in touch. 8D

(In fact I just went out with you -.-)

From Weige:

(...) Lol, jkjk. Wish you a bright future and a joyous voyage during 2007. (We're in thw same school , I will be seeing you again, you know that! )

D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

I miss Weige. ):

From PJ:

'Friend since: (blank)

Msg: REMEBERED FOREVER! P.S Don't be pissed again :)'

Huh what dont be pissed o.o

From Aeri:

'Although we were not very close... I will be sure to miss you. Oops.. I forgot we were going to the same school! Ha! Ha! I hope we get into the same class! God bless you and your family!'

Roar you got in the same class as Jo and PJ instead o-o

Lalala.

2 years just flew pass like that o-o

Guess many many things changed O:

Wonder what I would be thinking when I look back at this 2 years later.

Byebye 8D

2008-10-15T20:19:00.004+08:00

HELLO BLOG. :D
Hahaha yeah I know, you're angry at me for reviving you two days D:
(Okay I'll stop zibiing /:)

I was at Angshuang's house lastlast night watching Hana Yori Dango.
(Omg Hanazawa Rui is cuteeeeee! And Domyoji is cute toooo! D:)
[Okay fine Domyoji isn't cute. It's just the way he acts.]
I love/hate these shows lor.
They're nice to watch but it'll never happen in reality. O:

Alrightttt.
Math was kinda okay.
I think it'll be my only A+ in my results slip.
BUT WHATEVERRRR.
(It doesn't matter anymore anyway o-o)
EXAMS ARE OVER WHEEEEEE. 8D

Interclass! 8D
This year's interclass was super boring compared to the previous year's.
It was kinda disappointing, 'cause...
I realised how much the class means to all of them.
I mean.. nevermind. I shouldnt dwell on my inability to bond the class.

Won 2J but kena trashed by 2I. o-o
Watched the 2E and 2C's soccer match. :D
'Go papa!' 8D

So... guess that's the end of interclass08 for Cresmic.
I remember last year, interclass was when...
Jiaolian crew was started.
We bought drinks for everyone on team,
Me, Jiaqi and Angshuang watched the guys train for interclass before exams,
I cried watching Isaac and Jinzhi 'quarrel' after they lost the 2H match,
We (Pearl, Angshuang, Jiaqi, etc) cried together in the class,
Me, Jiaqi and Angshuang walked in the rain crying together.

OKAY STOPPPP. I shall not recall anything else.

Anw, went out for lunch with Rason, Jt, Angshuang, Yunen ~~(Ah Lam)~~ Jiaqi and Terence. 8D
Went to nydc for fries and nuggets first :D
The guys ate like a lot a lot.
Then they were not full enough so they went over to seafood harvest to have another main course. (wth lah -.-)
Angshuang bought the crepe thingo and Yunen bought the octupus balls. O:
They got scolded for eating outside food in seafood harvest. x:

Terence called the person over when they finished their second main course.
We were all expecting him to say 'Can I have the bill please',
But it turned out to be 'Can you serve the icecream?' o-o
How can they have such gi-normous appetite. D:

Uhh met the 2F guys on the way, the 2F girls appeared as well O:
Pj suddenly msged me 'Siao I saw a girl looks exactly like you, much more than the looihan and angshuang, me and tianwei nearly go say hi.' o.o
Mwahaha. I have a twin!
(OMG I HAVE AN 'OTHER ONE!')

Uhhh. MRT-ed back after the meal! :D

Went home, started packing my table. o-o
I filed all my worksheets already!
Haha I'm so proud of myself, honeslty. x:
Went to put all my files into the drawer that contains all my year 1 files.
Suddenly realized that the entire drawer is just...
Everything that I learnt in dhs.

I don't know why, just started crying to myself in the room o-o
My mama walked pass, don't know if she saw.
Think she did but didn't say anything O:
The last time I cried in front of her was before PSLE last year.
My tutor was too demanding and I couldn't take the stress. O:

Lalala.
Maybe it's good that we didn't get in the quarter finals.
I wouldnt have to look at all the people in school
& start wondering how would life be like without them.
I just need some time to let go, I guess.

Byebye. 8D

\edit:
Hmm, my selfmade skin is kinda screwed. /:
Still considering if I should put my tagboard back. O: /

2008-10-13T13:40:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAMN DAY!

Omg, seriously can't wait. :D :D :D

But uh yeah, if I flop tmr's paper,
I won't be happy for the rest of the year. O:

But, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!

11 DAYS JUST PASS LIKE TADAAAAAA 8D

Lalala.

Interclass is gonna start like on the 15th. O:

(We're so screwed. D:)

JIAYOU CRESMICCCCC.

Although we're all stuck in our imba groups,

We shall try our besttttt! 8D

WHOOOOOOO LAST PAPER LAST PAPER LAST PAPER!

Bye. 8D

2008-10-11T08:03:00.002+08:00

I WOKE UP AT 6AM TO STUDY. OOO:
I'm so bloody proud of myself. :x

Alright, the new skin's done.
Shall open my blog after Science EOYs before I sleep.

I'm so excited.
2 more papers and we're done. O:
My favourite subjects, yet the ones I fear the most. /:

I don't know how to study for Science besides memorizing the food science crap.
Oh, I forgot about the periodic table.

Bye. 8D

2008-10-10T14:26:00.003+08:00

HEY BLOGGGG.

I missed you 8D

Just kiddinggggg.

CHINESE PAPER IS SCREWED!

Alright fine, it was easily understandable.

I just read too slowly, thought too slowly and wrote too slowly. O:

But yknow whatttttt,

Nevermind 8D

(What happened to the 'always say die' me. O:)

Two papers left!

I've decided that I want it to end.

I have like two thousand things that I wanna do after eoys, before I leave Dunman.

Went out for lunch with Angshuang and Rason at Tiong. :D

Ate at Long Johns.

Rason started talking about us leaving.

'Next year's gonna be so weird without you two.'

He started talking about other stuff related to that (can't remember)

& I just started crying. o_o

大便. EOYs haven't end yet. I'm not supposed to be emoing! ._.

MRTed back with Angshuang, talked about things to do after EOYs.

Yeppp, I really can't wait.

I can picture us staying overnight at some place where there you can see the sea,

Talk to all of them about our lives in the past, present and future till every one of us falls asleep,

And watch the sunrise together the next dawn.

(To all my beloveds,) Let it come true pleeeease? :x

Yep, reached home and slacked until now.

Oh no wait, I'm studying!

FUNCTION OF PROTEINS

GROWTH AND REPAIR OF WORN OUT CELLS,

ANTIBODY FORMATION,

SYNTHESIS OF ENZYMES AND SOME HORMONES.

D: --> kwashiokor

FUNCTION OF CALCIUM

NORMAL FUNCTIONING OF MUSCLES

BUILDING OF STRONG BONES AND TEETH

BLOOD CLOTTING

D: --> Osteoporosis

FUNCTION OF CARBOHYDRATES

MAIN SOURCE OF ENERGY

CAN BE CONVERTED INTO OTHER ORGANIC COMPOUNDS

DNA SYNTHESIS

D: --> (?)

FUNCTION OF FATS

INSULATION

SOLVENT FOR FAT-SOLUBLE VITAMINS

D: --> Uhh. Become skinny? ._.

:DDDD --> Become fat / obese /:

FUNCTION OF VITAMIN C

PROPER FORMATION OF COLLAGEN (THE SKIN SKIN THING)

D: --> Scurvy

FUNCTION OF IRON

IMPORTANT CO-ENZYME (I don't know what this means)

STRUCTURAL COMPONENT HB, MYOGLOBIN (I don't know what this means either)

D: --> nutritional anaemia/lowered haemoglobin

FUNCTION OF VITAMIN D

PROMOTES THE ABSORPTION OF VITAMIN C AND PHOSPHOROUS FOR HEALTHY BONE AND TEETH FORMATION

D: --> Osteoporosis/rickets

:DDDD --> demineralization of bones

FUNCTION OF FIBRE

HELPS YOU DA BIAN

D: --> Constipation

FUNCTION OF WATER

60-70% OF BODY

SOLVENT FOR CHEMICAL PROCESSES.

D: --> Dehydration/muscle cramps/weakness

Roar why is it so bloody hard to get the above (^) in my brain? ):

Bye.

2008-10-08T17:28:00.004+08:00

Woooh I didn't touch my com yesterday.

Accomplishment!

But I didn't manage to finish studying anyway.

Screwed Geog, but History wasn't very bad.

Anyway, went out for lunch with Rason, Jt, Clar, Angshuang, Yunen and Dionis today.

Never knew a lunch could mean so much to me.

Rason looked like a father, as usual.

('cause besides jt and Dionis, all of us were the average height shorties.)

Jt obviously seemed like my mama, 'cause they kept 打情骂俏-ing,

Dionis was the.. idk. Rason's mum? o-o

We were all sitting at the table eating lunch,

Laughing our asses off (at me and my zibiiness) as usual.

Rason started acting like a father (once again),

We started kuping his pratas with his consent,

(要吃就拿去啦!)

He started nagging like a stupid old man when he saw me smsing,

(吃饭的时候不要用电话!）

He complained that I was shaking my leg,

(不要摇脚!)

He scolded Angshuang 'cause she dug out the mushroom from his prata,

(Wa where got so 自动 one!)

He peeled the chicken oil out of the chicken skin 'cause its trans fat,

(This is trans fat! No matter how much you exercise, you can't burn it off!)

He started 打情骂俏-ing with Jt, as usual.

(-poke- -scream- 'STOP IT LAH!'

Me: -whispers to Angshuang- Why our parents so childish?

Rason & Jt: You're the childish one lah!)

The rest of us were sharing food around,

'Dionis! I want that piece of chicken!'

'Angshuang, can I have a bit of the chicken?'

'I want to steal the egg!'

Suddenly, I felt so 幸福.

They always said the school is your second home and blah.

This was one of the rare times when I feel like.. I'm reallyreally home.

I was just being myself, zibiing over vampires (drinking milo with two straws), Dionis' super gay way of saying 'very hot' and... just anything and everything else that I would laugh about.

这顿午餐虽然不怎么特别，但它让我感到前所未有，宛如家庭般的温暖.

The ending of eoys would mark the starting of my teary journey of letting go. O:

So... why the hell am I looking forward to it? I mean uhh. Yay! /:

Bye.

HISTORY REVISION

2008-10-06T22:15:00.003+08:00

Wooooooh. 8D
I can't believe I'm blogging for only three people to read -
Me, Myself and I. O:
(Okay that was so Jinzhi-ish -.-)

Can't believe exams are coming and going so quickly.
Can't wait for them to enddddd!
I have like one thousand and one things to do after EOYs.
Yepyep, I shall draw up a list and add at least 10 things to it everyday.

Today was a super high day!
Was having a very bad headache in the morning and decided to high my pain away. :D
It worked!

Zuowen sucked. Whatever.
I'm going to get my B/C anyway o-o

Wuyue cried today. /:
It made me wonder how sucky of a friend I was.
I was laughing away, (in hopes that she would laugh with me)
And tears just continued to stream down. ._.
Lalala, first thing on my to-do-list after eoys?
Find/write a dummies' guide to cheering people up.

I really wonder...
When I cry infront of ZIBI like that,
What would their reactions be?
That day's coming really soon, I guess.

Wheeeeeeee.
I love cresmic,
I love zheng,
I love zibi,
I love you!

So random.

Alright, I'm so bored of typing in words.
Shall revise history here!

What is Colonialism?
A system in which a state claims sovereignty over territory and eople outside its own boundaries, often to facilitate economic domincation over their resources, labour, and often markets.
In other words, to own people's asses and their land.

WHY DID THE EUROPEANS COLONIZE SEA?
1. Political Reasons.
They had the mindset that 'my gain is your loss'. To get the maximum benefits, the Europeans had to make sure that their competitors do not get the same opportunity, thus they tried their best to gain in territory. Also, to them, 'more territory leads to having more power and prestige'. The Europeans were power-hungry, thus, they colonized SEA.
2. Economical Reasons.
2.1 The Europeans enjoyed a great source of wealth from the spice trade. Spices bought at US$5 from the Celebes could be sold at the price of US$1800 in Europe. Those who gained control over the spice trade could be assured of great profits and power.
2.2 China goods, such as tea, silk, etc, was in great demand in the European countries, due to the great profits that they could earn. China was also seen as a market for European goods, just like how the Britain exported textiles and opium to China and important Chinese tea, silk and porcelain. Thus, the europeans colonized SEA.
3. Social Reasons.
The Europeans thought that non-Europeans were 'child-like' and uncivilized. Thus, they believed that they were obliged to dominate them, to educate them, and to help them in their preparation for their role in the world.

Consequences of Colonisation
1.1 Social Development
There was slight improvement in the people's welfare and education. Social problems such as the lack of health facilities were resolved; health services were set up.
1.2 Decline/dilution of traditions and culture of that area.
For example, the Burmese language were less popular in the educated class after colonization.
2.1 Economical Development
There was agriculture improvement in the areas that were colonized. Rice cultivation was supervised and food was available. Tin and rubber plantations were also watched over in Malaya. The selling of these materials leads to economically improvement.
2.2 However, there were economic exploitations.
The people in Java were forced to cultivate crops that were demanded in Europe at the expense of food crops under the Culture System. This therefore led to suffering and famine.
3.1 Political Development.
There was a rise and spread of nationalism caused by the fights for independence as a result of western ideas of democracy and such.
3.2 However, this also led to violence and social unrest.

Why did the British want a third port in the east?
1. To break the Dutch Monopoly.
The Dutch controlled a large number of ports, including Java and Meleka. They restricted the British and other European ships to trade only in Batavia, where heavy taxes were collected that no longer makes the trade profitable. Also, strict trading rules were imposed on the ships regarding their flags. Thus, the Dutch became the British's greatest rival. The British were afraid of being left out in the east, thus decided to search for a port in the Malay Archipelago.

2. To gain access to the China Trade.
Tea, China's chief export, and other products such as raw silk, raw cotton, turtle shells, were in huge demand. The responses to these demands was to trade with the Spanish traders, which was not very profitable. At the same time, Britain textile was produced at low cost in large quantities. It would have been an ideal trade if the Chinese traded with the British for their chief exports. However, the British goods were not very popular in China, as there were no links between them. Thus, the British decided to look for a third port to establish this ideal trade, which was extremely profitable.

3. The 2 British ports were not serving their purposes.
Firstly, Penang was located too far North to the Malay archipelago and thus, the Dutch could easily cut off valuable trade between Penang and other trading centers int he region. After a long time, Penang proved to be useless.
Secondly, Bencoolen was facing the wrong side of the island, facing the Indian Oceans instead of the the straits of Meleka, thus proved its worthlessness.

Why Singapore?
Firstly, Singapore had a central location, between Europe, India and China. It was a port-of-call as traders could easily stop by to repair and refuel their ships, and to replenish their goods. Also, they could easily gain access to the spice trade in the Malay Archipelago. As Meleka was located at the northern entrance of the straits of Meleka, the British could easily check for Dutch influence and also, eradicate piracy.

Secondly, Singapore had an excellent harbour. It attracts traders as it had the facilities for refueling and repairing of ships. Also, due to the fact that it was located behind Sumatra, Indonesia, it could avoid stormy weathers and natural disasters. Also, the seas were deep enough to allow big ships to dork. Overall, the excellent attracts traders to stop by and meet to trade their goods.

Thirdly, Singapore had a good supply of drinking water. As the rivers are present, water is readily available. The Europeans, who demanded for fresh drinking water, would stop by to stock up on their food and water, and at the same time, trade with the locals, making economy benefit.

Lastly, the Dutch had not occupied the land. Singapore was not occupied by the Dutch, thus they need not ask the Dutch for permission to own the land. At the same time, they could avoid direct territorial confrontation.

Reasons for success
1. Due to the geographical location of Singapore.
It was located in the middle of the main train route, thus, people often stopped by to trade exchange their goods. Also, it was within easy reach of junks from Burma, Siam and indo-china.

2. It was a free port.
In Singapore, only liquor and opium were taxed. The people also need not pay for using the facilities in the port. It was the only port in the 1830s-1840s with such a status. Even when there were a presence of other free ports, they could not challenge Singapore's geographical locations. Also, many traders already profited and invested a lot in Singapore, thus they saw no need for them to move out of Singapore.

3. There was a freedom of trade.
The British navigational laws, which required all Britain goods to be carried only on British ships, were not enforced. Also, the Anglo-American convention, which did not allow Americans to trade in the port, was not strictly enforeced. Thus, the people enjoyed the freedom of trade.

4. There was social improvement.
Slave trade were abolished, cockroach fighting and gambling was abloised, schools na dpublic recreational areas such as Singapore Institute and Botanical gardens respectively were opened. Also, the building of roads, drainage works, bridges and reservoirs were supervised, thus provided Singapore with fresh and clean drinking waters.

Push & pull and Contributions

CHINESE
Push!
There was lack of fertile, low-lying and flat land, which were the conditions of good farmland. The inheritance laws, which made the farmland to be divided to even smaller plots of land made the scarcity an even more major problem. Due to this problem, the people suffered in poverty and lack of food. Also, the country was attacked by foreign countries, such as Britain, Japan and France. Besides external threats, they also had internal conflicts among them, when people tried to overthrow the Qing government.
Pull!
There were many job opportunities here, which allowed them to earn money to send back to their families back in China.
Singapore was a free port and people also enjoyed freedom of trade.
There are better living conditions in this area.
Contributions!
The rich merchants helped in the export and import of the goods, and some, for example, Tan Tock Seng, built a hospital for the sick and needy.
The skilled craftsmen worked as carpentors, tailors, blacksmiths, and goldsmiths.
They unskilled labourers worked as coolies, srvants, rich0shaw pullers and hawkers.
(They provded the basic necessities for the people in this trading settlement)

INDIANS
Push!
Due to the increasing population, there was a shortage of food and jobs. Famine was also caused by droughts and floods, as crops are destroyed.
Pull!
There were many job opportunities here, which alowed them to earn money to send back to their families back in India.
They came here, also to seek a better life in better living conditions.
Contributions!
A small population of them were money-lenders.
The rest, mainly Indian convicts, worked as labourers and helped build roads and bridges.

MALAYS
Push!
Their homeland were war-torn and there were no jobs.
Pull!
Safe and peaceful life, with better living conditions.
Contributions!
They went to all the corners of the malay archipelago to collect straits produce that were needed in Singapore market. Their goods were needed by the Singapore merchants of all races.
Some Malays were also skilled ship builders; they made ships and boats for the Malays to ferry goods to the neighbouring islands.
They also contributed to a large part of the food supply of the Singaporeans by catching fish.

EUROPEANS
Push!
The were not able to sell their goods in their hmeland, or even in Europe or America. Thus, they had to find a foreign land that had a higher chance of having people who were interested in their goods.
Pull!
Singapore was a free port and they could enjoy freedom of trade.
Contributions.
As their reasons for coming is mainly for trade, they contributed to Singapore's success as a trading settlement mainly by trade as well. They brought their capital over and set up trading companies and agencies to share their common knowledge of trade to the people of Singapore. Also, they brought over the system of law and order to Singapore, and the government officials helped to keep peace in Singapore.

PROBLEMS FACED
1. They had to work under demanding working conditions.
The coolies were often ill-treated by their employer, had to work long working hours, and yet they had a very low pay.
2. They suffered from poverty.
Despite being underpaid, most of the Chinese spent their money on opium and liquor to forget their hardships. Also, many of the Chinese who came over could not even afford the ship's fare and thus had to work many years to pay back. They've got nothing besides a place to stay, food, and a few dollars to send home.
3. They were living in poor living conditions.
Many people lived in crowded and unhygienic conditions, especially the Indians and the Chinese. They had no proper toilet facilities, and the roads and streets were extremely dirty, leading to the breeding of mosquitos and the spread of diseases such as dengue, malaria, etc. Ships from China brought people who had malaria, cholera, typhiod, etc. As there were no quarantine station, the people roamed around the streets and also spread the diseases to the people who were once in a healthy state. There were many beggars, and there were no proper medical services for the general public.

Wheeee.
Thats all I studied o-o
I spent like one and a half hour typing this pile of crap -.-

Off to study WWII O:

Byebyeee. 8D

2008-10-01T20:32:00.004+08:00

This is the last time I'm gonna blog until after EOYs.
1st October 2008.
29 more days to the last day of school.
(Oh God. ): )
I wished time could fast forward till the end of eoys.
& slow down until the last day of school.

TODAY 8D
Went out to study with Angshuang, Yunen, Dionis, Terence, Rason and Yiren.
Failed very terribly.
I don't think I accomplished anything today.
._.

Uhh met Yunen and Angshuang at 8+ @ the meeting point.
Where's the meeting point?
ITS THE MEETING POINT! 8D
Hahaha you know the airport there got the 'Meeting point' thingo? Yeah.
Yay our meeting point is at the meeting point! 8D
Alright, moving on.. -.-
Went to macs!
Angshuang ate hotcakes without the syrup and butter. -.-
Terence and Yiren came awhile later,
Rason came at 1050,
Dionis came much later.

Uhh kind of studied until they chased us out at 11+ 'cause they had a lot of customers. ._.
Went to the food court!
Met Jo, Joey and Jiaer there.
Attempted to study again.

Fast forward! 8D
Played the retarded green and red thingo o.o
Hahaha
Fast forward againnn.
Went to T1 to eat dinner.
Ended up in Ajisen I think.
Thank you Rason papa 8D
I seriously think he acts like a father lah. /:

Went to MRT after that!
Terence started feeling faint and all and his lips turned white o_o

Uh and yeah, I went homeee 8D

Happy 3rd Month-versary. 8D
Thanks for the lollipop (:
I love you <3
Get well soon (:

2008-09-30T03:02:00.001+08:00

._.

I think my body's used to sleeping late.
I attempted to sleep at 11pm yesterday (okay, the day before ytd) but I couldn't sleep.
Read TKAM again until like 1am before I fell asleep.

I attempted to sleep at 10pm today (okay, yesterday) 'cause someone made me promise him. /:
And I fell immediately asleep until now. Which is like.. 3+ am? ._.
My house's still bright, surprisingly. /:

I shall go and study until 6 and get ready for school -.-
Else I won't be able to wake up tmr morning.

Roar, I feel like a weirdo.
I usually sleep late to study
And now I'm studying to keep myself awake.

Studying time 8D

2008-09-29T17:13:00.003+08:00

Roar.
I think Windows Live Messenger Beta's quite screwed. /:
I prefer Windows Live Messenger, I guess.

For those who haven't seen it:
http://get.live.com/en-us/betas/messenger_betas

Okay actually it looks fine.
Maybe I'm just not used to it. ._.

TODAYYY.

Science,
Got back my science gradeeeee.
I missed A+.
There goes my GPA for eoys -.-
Congrats Angshuang on full marks for practical! 8D

LA,
Watched Man Without a Face. :D
Lalala.
The guy in the movie looks cute after he grew up. x;

Recess,
I felt full after eating cereals, amazingly. O:
My goal is to not spend a single cent until after eoys
(I bet most of y'all are thinking 'She sure cannot one lah' now.
BUT I'LL PROVE ALL OF YOU WRONG MUAHAHAHA. 8D)
I am in serious need of money.
I need to pay half for my omnia, and buy -ahem- and -ahem-'s birthday present. o_o

Assembly/Math.
HAD FOUR PERIODS OF MATH WOOHOOOO 8D
I like Math lessons nowadays.
Its just revision revision and revision.
Quite fun, in my opinion. :D

Chinese.
OMG I THINK I'M GOING TO PASS THING TINGXIE! 8D 8D 8D
I barely cheated lor ._.
Talked to Amanda about results for the whole period and time really flew.

Lessons ended,
MRTed back with Dionis Yunen and Wuyue.

And I didn't spend a single cent today.
All hail me 8D

2008-09-27T11:54:00.003+08:00

What can I say?
I'm like freaked freaked freaked out. ._.
Uhhh yknow what?
I'm just going to study and uh...
Pretend nothing's going on (until after eoys).
Ugh freaky. .____.

Okay nevermind
-brainwashes myself-

I'm finishing tkam!
(Muahaha Wuyue, I started yesterday, yknow. :P)
Alright I'm off to study.

& yay, don't force me to blog okay,
I already blogged today 8D
Muahahaha.

(& four more dayyyyys ♥)

2008-09-26T19:40:00.002+08:00

HI 8D

Alright it has been like five hundred and forty-six days since I blogged a normal post o-o

TODAYYYY :D

It rained super heavily in the morning.
Couldn't even get to the bus stop at my house to take bus to parkway o-o
Woke my papa up and he fetched me to school 8D

Uhh went to school and freezed to death. ):
Ate the chilli flavoured chips as an attempt to keep myself warm.
& it worked muahaha 8D

Went to meet Boonxuan after flagraising.
THANK YOU LIYING, I LOVE YOU! 8D
Hahaha.
Anw, Boon was late for school so ~~Jingjia~~ Charlene came instead :D
Uhh got the forms for EZCO competition and dawdled back to class.

Went back to class for PC! , did the survey.
-cough- Wuyue, what did you put for the 'I like the opposite sex one ah' o_o
Lalala.
Did math revision for the other half of the period.

Recess!
Ate the hashbrown thingos.
Went back to class yay.
& we went crazy over indian inscriptions on the whiteboard!
Okay fine, they didn't go crazy. I did. x:
They were trying to write chinese chao3 zi4 but they all ended up looking like indian inscriptions.
Hahahaha.
& I got scolded by them for laughing at them. /:
(Was that today or yesterday? x:)

Science!
Muahahahahaha what did we do ah? o.o

Math!
AHS paper. :D

Chinese!
Uhmmm. Did the past year paper!

After school!
Stayed back with Jiaqi to do the chinese paper.
Went to eat lunch @ the gym.
Did math with Tantan for like 5 minutes and he left.

Yunen finished her MEP exam! 8D
Hahaha was damn happy for her and decided to treat her to lunch. x:

Went over to the gym again (Of all places o_o)
Watched Isaac, Jinzhi, Justin, Melvin and Terence play ball for awhile and sat there to study.
Uh and we just sat there and studied until 4.30.
Left school, MRT-ed with Yunen and Jiaqi.
Yunen nearly slept on my shoulder 8D
I was reading my TKAM throughout the train ride.

& I went home yay.

(& four more days ♥)

2008-09-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hi.
I want to sleep.
Bye.

Joking. /:

I think I'm going crazy ):

Alright so uhhhh...
I went to school.
I went for lessons.
Lessons ended, I went to bedok macs with Yunen.
I drew smiley faces on curry sauce with ketchup.
I drew smiley faces on ketchup with curry sauce.
I made them have saucial harmony.
I went home.
I slept the night away.
I am gonna stop typing nonsense.

(five more days ♥)

2008-09-24T00:40:00.001+08:00

I want to sleep!

I'll blog tmr yay! :D

& I'm going to sleep. O:
(What a meaningful post o-o)

2008-09-22T18:22:00.001+08:00

What is viral fever ?

In medical terms, any fever caused as a result of viral infection is a viral fever. (...) running nose, cough, shivering, feeling miserable, irritable and depressed.

Yeah, keep out D:

Roar I don't feel good.
My studying plan's ruin yay ):

Off to (try to) study. /:

Bye.

2008-09-22T16:54:00.000+08:00

Terence Tan!
~~(You're like bullying the sick lah. I'm dying already you still ask me to blog o-o)~~
If reading this doesn't cheer you up I'll never talk to you again. :x

Cheer up okayyy.
We all have family problems o-o
I'm sure you mama did it on impulse. O:
She didn't mean it, I guess.
Even if she did, it was just uhh... yknow, her way of motivating you to study? /:
I don't know. o-o

In any case,
Please don't ever ever try to run away from home ._.

If you were to run, where are you gonna go?
Where can you go in the first place? ._.
Your parents might just be even more angry at you when you return.
Then uh yeah the cycle repeats again. -.-

I mean, even if you cannot take it anymore,
You're not allowed to run away at like 9 at night.
Being a guy doesn't mean you're much safer, you know -.-
Even if it is a girl flasher you encounter (& take advantage of), it isn't safe.
You might get STD! x;
(What. You're the one who told me 'can take advantage' that day -.-)
Uhhhh. -cough-

Moral of the story?
Don't ever think of running away ever again. o-o
(It scared me when you just went 'okay i run away from home la'
wth were you thinking la D: )

I'll be going to school tomorrow today! 8D
(Think it'll be like 6am in the morning by the time you read this O:)
Lalala.

Cheer up, ♥

2008-09-21T22:11:00.001+08:00

I don't feel good.
I'm like sneezing, feverish, and my eyes are swollen. o-o

TODAYYYY
Yay spent the entire day out with Jo 8D

Was late for our date at 10.45, reached at 11. x:
McDonald again! -guilty-
Lalala I ordered happy meal for both of us 8D 8D
It was some starwars toy.
I got the evil person, she got the good guy O:

Uhh finished our meal,
I mugged Bio+Geog until 2! O:

Left for popular,
FINALLY BOUGHT PRINTER INK YAYYYY!
Jo watched my every move and made me not buy all the things I wanted to buy ):
(DAMN IT I WANTED THAT BUCKET FULL OF MINI LOLLIPOPS. D:
~~I hate you~~ Jolene Tan D:)

Went over to parkway, pastamania for lunch 8D
Shared a 7 inch pizza with her.
Went straight to her house after lunch,
Waited for her to bathe while I practiced zheng,
Jo's daddy fetched us to kembangan when we were ready to leave. :D

Uhh sent a retarded msg to -AHEM-.
Step-by-step guide to
HOPPING ON THE TRAIN AND MEET JOLENE TAN AT THE CORRECT DOOR.
Uh yeah he came and I just stood there to be their 电灯泡 -.-

Alighted at bugis,
Bought a birthday present,
Chionged to city hall!

We were the first the reach although we were one minute late.
Hahaha Boon, I told you we should have set the meeting time earlier.
Every one of us always end up chionging to the concert hall like mad women.
(I mean, when Darryl isn't there la -.-)

Uhh walked over to esplanade with Boonxuan, Charlene and Jolene
Watched the 狮城 concert.
It was gooooood!
The one and only CO concert that I enjoyed.
(Yeah, I slept throughout most of the CO concerts I attended o-o)
Realised that there were A LOTTT of Dunmanians among the performers. O:
Kept teasing Charlene about JingJia 8D
And Jolene about -AHEM- 8D
& they couldn't tease me about anyone so I suddenly became Mollie's wife.
-coughs-
Yeahyeah, I love Mollie! 8D

Intermission!
Bought a mars bar for 3 bucks O:
Seriously, what happened to my saving money plan?!

Uhh the concert ended yay!
Went home with the same people.
Read the handout that they gave us and realised Yulong was one of the performers o.o

Alighted at Eunos,
Waited for papa to come and fetch me.
He lectured me about the differences between sitting in the front seat and back seat.
Apparently sitting behind means I'm treating him like my chauffeur. -.-

& yay the longlong day finally ended 8D

Roar I feel the back of my head throbbing ):
My eyes feel like they're gonna pop out or smth

I need to sleep.

2008-09-20T17:42:00.002+08:00

Whats wrong with me. ):
I was supposed to be studying. /:
Ended up watching a movie. o-o

Freedom Writers is nice! :D
Haha, yet another nice true story. O:

I've spent the entire day studying...
Food science, DNA, ecology, water pollution and global warming.
As you can see, work efficiency isn't at all high,
Considering that ecology and DNA are short topics o-o

I need motivation. ):

2008-09-19T19:28:00.004+08:00

Well, its just a little disappointing everytime I check my phone when it rings.

TODAYYYYY 8D
Haha, I missed you Yunen. ):

PE!
Haha was very nervous 'cause I can't volley properly.
(Okay I can't dig/surf properly either -.-)
Lalala played with the banders plus Shenjing Wangqi at first.
They wanted to play soccer so I decided to fly back to Amanda them
Played monkey for the first ten minutes or so.
I became the monkey twice o-o

RECESS!
Yunen I sinned! x:
I bought wedges for them to eat 8D
(You see, despite my tight income and blahblahblah. I still decided that I love y'all more.
Aren't you guys toucheddd 8D)

Science!
Uhhhh one period of acids bases and salts yay 8D

Math!
Uhh. Speed test. 8D
It was the first time I enjoyed the math lesson since CT3. :D
I love one period lessons. 8D

GAP!
YAY AMANDA ILY.
I know you're really hawt in the orientation tee,
BUT THANKS FOR WEARING IT AND LOOKING LIKE A RETARD WITH ME!
See, even Pearl said we looked cute in the 'couple' tee 8D
Hahahaha.

Drew some lotus shit that turned out quite horrible O:

After school!
Slacked outside 2J while waiting for Jasmine.
Oh God I seriously didn't mean to call Rason _.
I meant to say BEST FRIEND D:

Went to Pasir Ris - Yunen - Wuyue + Jasmine + Rason. :D
Ate at macs and studied with Dionis and Angshuang until 5 when they chased us away and we went to the library.
WE STUDIED A LOT OKAYYYY!
I can't believe lah. ):
Dionis and Angshuang are pretty scary when they're serious about work.
Never see Dionis sit down to complete a piece of homework before o-o
Congrats Angshuang,
YOU FINISHED 23 PAGES OF SCIENCE NOTES! o:
Congrats Dionis,
YOU FINISHED YOUR REVISION PAPER PLUS A BIT OF GEOG! 8D

Hahaha I rewarded them with stickers. O:
Dionis got the PINK STAR! 8D
Angshuang got the YELLOW STAR! 8D
& its all on their pencil cases.
I shall award stars everytime we study together,
So during EOYs we can look back at the stars and remember how much we studied for it.
Then we'll CHIONGGG and do well! 8D

Uhhh saw this watch that I wanted on the way down.
Decided to buy another wallet 'cause I was getting quite bored of my own. x:

& I went home!
Off to do geog. 8D

2008-09-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

I'm too energetic to sleep,

Yet too tired to do work.

Roar. I must not sleep until I finish the topic on sexual reproduction. o-o

Lalalalala.

NOTE TO SELFFF!

Schedule for tmr (after school)!

Study with the zibis.

MATH!

- Finish Indices and Std. Form Revision Exercise

SCIENCE!

Biology

- Start on food science.

Chem

- Study acids bases and salts

`Read through self-written notes.

`Memorize the valency and blah.

BUY PRINTER INK!!

Study water pollution when I get home.

- Definitions

- Causes

- Impacts

- Solutions

- Evaluation

(and finish what I didn't when I'm studying with the zibis.)

Then my attention span will die and I'll go and sleep.

Wake up before 9 to study geog, Global warming.

Revise colonization, prehistory and founding of singapore.

& I'M OFF TO SLEEP!

Lala, bye for now.

(I'm finishing! At the vasectomy part now wahaha 8D)

2008-09-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

HEY FIONABANANAPAPA. :D
Hahaha don't worry about me la -.-

IT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY! 8D

Muahaha you're not the same age as me anymore! :D
You're a lao lao lao ren now!

-Coughs-
Almost there huh? (:

I cannot forget my first encounter with you the retarded banana.
I vividly remember you playing with the oil in the soup claiming that the nehnehs were joining together -.-
Then you Jieyi and Boonxuan all started being sick. ROAR.
(& me and Jo were just sitting there thinking 'oh no you mean they're our seniors?)
-coughs-

Remember last year this timeeee?
We were all emoing 'cause you were leaving for VJ -.-
Haha looking back now... those times were so horrible o-o

I guess the emo-ing was for nothing!
We're still almost as close, right? 8D
Haha.
Thanks for helping me with work, for always giving me advices,
For nagging at me to sleep early, and always being there to meet me and Jo,
Whenever we're downnnn, troubledddd or just plain boreddddd.

You're a wonderful seniorrrrr. :D
& I look forward to being your direct junior next year again. :D
(Although I doubt we'll be in the same CCA anymore D:)

Lalala I love you! :D
Jiayou for EOYs!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU HORNY BANANA!

P.S: Beware. I'll get back at you for that birthday scream earlier this month >:D
P.P.S: Don't be surprised if you get your present wrapped in what you wrapped mine in. Well, there might be a difference! Yours would be used before. 8D

2008-09-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

Yay it was a slackkkkkk day. :D

3 periods of Chinese!
Muahaha its the first time in the entire year I finished a zuowen within one and a half hours. 8D
Hahaha sorry Angshuang.
My 错别字 pwns 8D

Recess!
I've sinned!
Ate hashbrowns. :D

PC!
Uhhh greeeeeen valley talks. 8D
We sat in a row and started passing msges.
Nope Jiaqi, I don't love Rason.
Just admit it. You love him! (& you get horny when he appears ahahhaha)

Was Cresmic just quiet or were they respecting the other class when they were presenting?
Or maybe they were just too attention attractable. O:

LA!
Mr. Biollo didn't come. ):
I WAS ANTICIPATING THE ENDING OF MAN WITHOUT A FACE LA D:
The class was amazingly quiet.
They were all doing math revision o-o

COMPUTING!
Hahaha Angshuang and I gave up learning after effects.
Slacked throughout the whole three periods.

After school!

Went straight to the MRT with zibi minus Jt plus Jasmine.
We were obsessing over bald spots! 8D (right Dionis? 8D)
Uhh alighted at Eunos,
Went to shangyin,
Practiced for one hour before Cuilaoshi arrived.
The three scales and pieces were all okay! 8D
Muahaha I'm so proud of myself.
I didn't touch the zheng for the past two weeks! O:

Reached home at 6!
Went to sleep till 8pm.
I didn't even remember that I went to sleep when I woke up lah.
I thought it was the next morning already /:
(Ha I wished. I'll get 12 hours of sleep! 8D)

Lalala I'm studying science!
Abortion is cruel. ):

2008-09-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

I've been trying damn hard to study and I realised I can't do it.

心不在焉.

That question he asked kept revolving around my thoughts.

Ugh, leave me alone.

I need to study.

I need to focus.

I need to study.

I need to focus.

I need to study.

I need to focus.

I want to cry.

God, a little help please? ):

today.

Math.

Flunked yay.

Recess.

Ate hashbrowns yay.

BP.

Slacked yay.

LA.

Watched a man with no face yay.

ACC.

Took the test yay.

Chinese.

Stoned yay.

Lunch.

Ate food from the muslim stall yay.

Science.

Studied acids bases and salts & didn't understand how to do it yay.

Geog.

Stoned again yay.

After school:

Zibi meeting with tantan yay. :/

Uhh. I don't know what to say.

I'm sorry. o-o

I guess I was the one who pushed the zibi tee into production.

I'm sorry to drag all 6 of you down.

I'm sorry to let Cresmic down.

I'm sorry to get Mr Tan into trouble.

I'm sorry... for everything.

Results wise,

I wouldn't slack just because I'm going VJ and results don't really matter at all.

If I had that kind of mentality, I wouldn't even be attending school.

I'm going to work hard for my EOYs like the whole VJ thing isn't existant.

I'm not going to slack one bit.

I swear.

(& I have no problems looking into your eye when I say that, I mean it.)

About the leaving the school,

I have no comments.

Except what he said made all the tears well up in my eyes.

But no, I'm not gonna cry.

I said I wouldn't cry in school again, didn't I.

Okay, so the talk was over.

I was asked to stay back to talk to him one on one.

Uhhh.

Just chit-chatted and uh.. yeah.

Why did you have to ask me that.

I told myself not to think about it at all since day one.

And no one, not even myself,

placed that question that I've been avoiding right in my face.

And the thing is...

Like any other question he asked me,

All I could reply was 'I don't know'.

Uh yeah. Left the class.

The last thing he said was

'LOOK AT YOUR TABLE! STILL GOT CONTACT LENSES ON IT SOMEMORE'

Amanda, look at the state of OUR tables -.-

Lalala, met Terence outside the classroom and went home with him.

Whatever lor, I wasn't crying.

My eyes were still so dry lah o-o

& mouths don't cry, mister.

Thus, I conclude that I was not crying/did not look like I was crying at all -.-

Uhh MRT-ed with him, alighted at paya, took the bus home.

(I can't believe I just sat at the back of the bus and cried.

Omg, how zibi did that look -.-)

Back to studying. /:

2008-09-16T19:44:00.002+08:00

Today was plain BORING ):

Had like 5 out of the 6 main subjects.
& each of them were 2 periods long.
I just slept through the last four periods and died yay. o-o

MRT-ed back with Jasmine Dionis and Wuyue.
Ate fries from ghim moh before that. O:

Reached home at 3.45,
Slept until uhh. 7?
I feel like a pig. ):

Studying time. D8

(Oh and you guys better treat me nicely these two days.
I have a feeling that I won't live pass thursday.
Oh God why did Mr Tan summon all of the zibi people D:
Please tell me its about class chalet and nothing else. o-o)

2008-09-16T01:09:00.002+08:00

Yay its another veryvery late post. o-o

Feeling super accomplished right now. 8D
I FINISHED MY 2006 PAPER WAHAHAHA.

Okay not really.

I have one last question that I don't know how to do. /:

But y'know, whatever. The point is...

I FINISHEDDDDD 8D

(Yeah okay I get it, stop zihighing. Its 1.10. I should go and sleep -.-)

Alright.

Bye blog. 8D

I hope you're one of those who doesn't read my blog.
That familiar, yet strange feeling.
I guess too much happened, and too much changed during this period of time.
From that usual dinner together at 9 to an awkward silence on the bus..
It wouldn't be the same anymore, right?

2008-09-15T20:26:00.003+08:00

Yay omg I think I'm dying. 8D
My heart aches like crazy nowadays (literally -.-)

todayyyy :D

Reached class and started zibiing with my vball o-o
Played tennis, table tennis and squash with wuyue. Hahahahhaa 8D

Science!
BIO LABBBBB.
More practicals yay. :D
Did all the experiments with Yiming. :D

LA!
Wangqi's group!
Omg Wuyue I'm so proud of your bravery/blah/blah.
You actually ballroom danced with Junkai o-o
-Coughs-
Uh. No comments.
Anw, well doneee. :D

JIAYINGGGG.
Your group is bloody pro. -jealous-
(Okay Amanda. Jealously's bad for junior, I know.)
Hahaha well done peopleeee. :D

Angshuang etc.
Don't worry okay. Be glad its over! 8D

Recess.
Alright fine I ate a lot. Whatever. ):
The other other one was infront of me in the queue.
Was so close to niaoing him about his hair. /:

Assembly!
Puppet show! :D :D :D
Yunen, I don't like you anymore.
You don't wanna sit with me. ):

The plays were kinda retarded.
Especially the 'huaaaaaa' part. o-o

They asked for volunteers and Edric, Yongming and Terence went up.
(& I don't know why everyone around me got so excited -.-)
They did some retarded dance thingo and yay assembly's over. /:

Math.
Uh. Speed time graph?
I totally switched off my brain.
He was just pointing at the point asking me what was its value and I just kept going 'zero' O:
He was probably hinting that he is very disappointed in my CT4 o-o

Chinese.
Got back the paper!
Oh my mama what happened to 2C.
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU ALLLLLL. 8D
No one failed! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:
And Isaac & Jz them all hit like 60-70 o-o
Ala, fine. I (barely) passed.
Last in class, I guess o.o
Ugh I'm going to get C for chinese this term

After school!
Went to 2F to zibi and do my zuowen.
Tengda came and disturb me. /:
Jo came back right before I wrote '我会怀念在这里的这两年' O:

Uhh did the Geog paper and left the entire LORMs part blank.
I did plan my essays, though.
(Yeah be proud of me, I almost finished it -.-)
Started getting frustrated 'cause I couldn't figure out what was the other word for income -.-

Sharon and Jiayi came over and I started bugging everyone about the word. /:

Went to play vball with Sharon, Jiayi, Kimberly and Jo.
Interclass die already la -.-
2J is pro. VERYVERY pro ._.

Went back to 2F to continue the geog paper when I finally remembered the word:
REVENUEEEEE. 8D

Yeah was super happy and galloped to the canteen to eat ._.

Uh studied until 6.30 and went back with Pj, Yiqi, Chikhim, Keejin and Jolene.
Yep, we met them on the way, right Jo? 8D

Lalala.
This is to stress all those people who havent started studying:
19 days to eoys, beware.

2008-09-14T23:28:00.003+08:00

Roar. ):
Someone help me with zuowen. D:

I've been slacking for the past 2 hours. /:
Got so bored that I went on facebook wth. o-o

I want to shui jiao.
But I need to finish my zuowen. Roar. ):

I don't know what I'm doing on blogger anyway.

LIMZHENTINGGOANDDOYOURBLOODYZUOWEN. D:

/edit @ 1234am:
I FINISHED MY ZUOWEN OMG! 8D
I really did it anyhow-ly.
One look at it & you'll realise that its slipshod /:
I don't care anymoreeee.

Chinese paper tmr! 8D
If I pass I'll owe everyone who is reading this a drink -.-

Yay I'm gonna sleep 8D

edit/

Airport 8D

2008-09-14T18:54:00.005+08:00

I'm blogging.
Why?
'Cause I'm sleepy/stressed/sick of studying. D:

Something that cheers me up!
Yesterdayyyy 8D

~~Went to the airport to study with a stranger.~~
I followed the stranger around and he brought me to candy empire.
Bought jellybeans and mrt-ed with the stranger yay 8D

Went out with Terence to study at the airport. :D
Just stayed at mac, stared at my science notebook,
And occasionally trying the math questions on his paper. o-o
Didn't really absorb anything at all x:

Uhh got veryvery bored and decided to walk to Candy empire. 8D
Bought my favourite jellybeans!
(Omg thats like $3.60. What happened to my saving-money plan? D:)

MRT-ed back to bedok. :D
-Coughs-
Uh.
Got aeroplane!
Got grass!
Got trees!
x:
Lalala. Nothing happened. :)

Uhh he looked through my phone ontacts and started zibiing over 'MRS FUN'!
He went like
'Hi! I'm Mrs Fun! We're going to have Fun learning together! 8D'
& he went on laughing to himself like a crazy zibi kid. x:
When I told him that Isaac, Sean, Jon & Pinky are in Mrs Fun's tuition class he went like
'Huh? They're pre-schoolers meh? Why do they need Mrs Fun! O:'
Gosh, why do I have such a retarded friend o-o

He zibi-ed all the way to tenah-merah interchange and waited for my train to come before he went off. :D

Lalala.

I'm still wondering why your shoulder & hands feels so warm all the time (:
Thanks for yesterday, love ♥

2008-09-12T22:54:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't have came online. ):
Roarrrrr.
I promised myself not to cry today. ._.
(Okay thanks Yulong, you just made me laugh at the screen like some crazy person ._.)

MID-AUTUMN CELEBRATION 2008!
I did (not) the class decoration.
I went over to Ghim Moh with Angshuang to get sweets & lunch.
I ate nasi lemak in class until I cried 'cause it was too spicy.

I went for the CO meeting that lasted for 10 mins.
I stole Dionne's wallet. 8D

I played volleyball with Amanda, Vivienne, Natasha, Christine, Vivian and Angshuang.
I listened to Amanda's crappy story about how we met.
I roleplayed Amanda and Daniel's sweet love story with Angshuang.
I watched Amanda going 'SHUAI GE SHUAI GE! BALL! BALL!' when the ball rolled away.
I was amazed when I realised that Amanda's retarded method actually worked.
I got damn embarrassed when Amanda attempted to uh -coughs- nevermind.

I remember seeing 'The Zhihao'.
I shouted at Sean and Zhihao to play vball with me.
I faked Jt that my leg was injured.
I forced Rason to go and pick her from the back gate.

I played vball with Jolene, Joey, Angshuang, Jt and Rason.
I commended Rason's very 'nice safe's.
I had muscle cramp on my left leg.
I fell to the ground shouting the eff word continuously.
I was saved by Rason.

I played vball with Rason, Jt, Angshuang, Wuyue, Yunen, Terence & Egan.
I had muscle cramp on my right leg.
I fell to the ground and shouted a string of words unknowingly.
I was saved by Terence.

I walked around the track with Yunen singing 5566 oldie moldie songs.

I sat at the netball pole while watching them play vball.
I stood up and realised that my pants were damn wet.

I went back to class to change into class tee,
I shared the sweets with the class.
I watched them blow that bubble thingo. (Childhood times 8D)
I received a heart from Christine.

I made mooncake with 2Cresmic.
I sat with the zibi people (besides yunen. /:)
I scolded Angshuang & Wuyue for eating the flour.
I kneaded the dough with all of them.
I made my own mooncake! (& threw it away after that)
I hifived Shaun, Isaac and Jinzhi's disgustingly red & doughy hands.
I went to wash my hands at the 2E classroom toilet.
I heard 双子星 from their speakers & emoed for a second.
I went back to class passing by 2D & got freaked out by Toby.
I figured that Toby is a 变态 who likes to hear people scream.
I got scolded by Mrs Chin hahaha -.-
I was attacked by Matthew's crazy dough thingo.
I screamed and ran around 2C & D like crazy people.

I went for the concert.
I played 'Who scream louder' with Jiaqi Dionis Yunen & Jt.
I got whacked by Yiming.
I suddenly thought about the 'if you cross the line (..)' thingo.
(I miss Junjie. D:)
I went to put the kong ming deng thingo o-o
I escaped with Vivian to take my papa's car back.

I went home and started to emo because Jo was emoing.
I asked myself what Mr Ng asked them.
‘你舍得他们吗?'

I recall...
365 days ago, my closeclose friends were Jiaqi & Angshuang.
I remember eating chicken rice like homeless people.
I remember the MOELC security glaring at us.
I remember going in to MOELC to watch the guys play bball.
I remember the echos of the dribbling sound of the ball.
I remember buying coke for all of them.
I remember getting freaked out by some weird sound that came out from the walls.
I remember taking videos of them training.
I remember Jinzhi's jiaolian-ness towards Melvin and Yichen.
I remember Isaac trying to hide behind a pole when we realised that we were taking videos.
I remember the ball thrown by Da Jin that hit my head.
I remember meeting Jt them at the MOELC.
I remember walking back to school together.
I remember...

I remember running the track with Jiaqi.
I remember falling down.
I remember injuring my leg.
I remember the hand that pulled me up.
I remember playing netball with 1J'07
I remember getting muscle cramps.
I remember Yuhua saving my leg from breaking.
I remember...

I remember last year's concert.
I remember sitting behind Dionis.
I remember sneaking to the canteen to buy drinks.
I remember squeezing into the sub bus.
I remember sitting with Jo in the bus.
I remember Aeri's noisy lantern.
I remember threatening her about the video I took.
I remember teasing her about Wangcong.
I remember...

I remember going home feeling tired and nothing else.
I remember that I just took the entire thing as yet another celebration.
I remember that I remembered nothing.

我舍得他们吗？

Anw, acknowledgements!

Thank you...
Terence and Rason for saving my legggg. :D
Vivienne for tolerating my suans 8D
2D guys for being a bunch of crazy people.
&...
Cresmic for being Cresmic. 8D
(Guys, I found out how immature/cute/childish you all are today. Hahaha. ._.)

Lala.
I'll recall all these every mid autumn celebration (no matter where I am.)

[But the point is that you're going already, so why feel sad?

'cause I'm going.

And it's not as if you can withdraw or anythign
If you knew you were going to be sad, then why did you wanna go in the first place.

I didnt know i would be this sad.
I thought i would be able to let it go.
I never expected it to be so hard.]

):

2008-09-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

Yay I'm going to die o-o

Slept from 4-7 /:

Chionging Math now. O:

TODAYYYY

History!

Did the Indian & Vietnam independence worksheet.

Melvin was going on about 毛泽东 / 毛毛虫.

& they figured out that I have no idea who is Ghandi. /:

LA!

It was okay overall I guess.

Mr. Biollo praised our group's teamwork. 8D

It was 'one of the best groups in the three years' :D :D :D

I'm so proud of our group hahaha.

Thank you:

ISAAC JINZHI JUSTIN MELVIN VIVIAN (:

(& sorry I killed the last part of the modern interpretation. ):)

Our first & last project together, I guess.

Finally found the right people to do project work with after (almost) 2 years.

A little too late, isn't it?

The whole process of this presentation was really fun,

All I remember was meeting at Vivian's house almost everday during the holidays

& end up watching Steven Lim videos on youtube, making people pregnant in Sims2,

Playing with pokeballs, laughing at Melvin's skin colour (I'm innocent!),

Playing monopoly, game of life & taitee,

Scaring me with the door that swings open without anyone touching it,

Finishing Vivian's snack supplies, snatching marshmellows from Jinzhi,

& etc.

My last major project in dhs is actually this enjoyable. O:

Am I supposed to feel happy or sad? o-o

Roar. /:

Recess!

I've sinned again o-o

Ate something for recess I think, can't remember what.

Left the masterball on the canteen table & got scolded by Justin. x:

Science!

Sorry Mr Han. D:

Didn't know that we were supposed to present. /:

Chinese!

Sorry He laoshi. /:

I just slept throughout the entire lesson. o-o

Geog!

Uh. SGP 2012? Yeah. /:

After school!

Went over to 2F with Yunen to return her art materials to Jiahui.

First thing Jo told me: MEOWTH THATS RIGHT!

First reaction: o.o wth?

First thing Dionne told me: That was the only thing I remembered from your presentation!

First thing PJ told me: I saw your presentation!

Turned out that Mr Biollo showed 2F and 2I our group's presentation.

(WHAT THE HELLLLL)

Angshuang, ITS DEFINITELY WORSE THAN DIRTYING MY SHIRT LA OH MY MAMA. D:

So embarrassing. embarrassing. embarrassing. embarrassinggggg. o-o

Before the presentation I was telling myself

'Aiya anyway we're presenting to 2C what. 自己人, nevermind one la'

AND NOW HE JUST KILLED ME o-o

Oh damn it. The more I think about it the more I feel like killing him.

Roarrrrrrr. x:

Ate lunch with Yunen Angshuang & Wuyue. 8D

Yeahyeah, I've sinned again. o-o

I'm serious, someone & someone don't need to get their birthday present already. x;

(& MY SAMSUNG OMNIA'S GONE WITH THE ~~WIND~~ FOOD TOOO. ):)

Hmm went to collect the class photos @ the PE room.

(Thanks Amanda, your instructions were so clear. -.-)

Met Terence at the gym :D

Roar, enough of 'Meowth! That's right' already. D: D: D:

Uhh got the class photos and went back to the canteen.

Yay the class photos are hilarious. 8D

(Too bad my scanner died. ): )

& yay mrted with them after that. :D

& I need to mug now.

Goodbye, world. /:

2008-09-11T02:26:00.001+08:00

I think I should just write 生命中让我觉得不耐烦的一些事 for zuowen.

The contents would be something like...

在我生命中，让我感到不耐烦的只有一件事。那就是做作文。 O:

Okay I don't know what I'm saying. ):

I'm really tired,

& I'm so not going to do the disgusting zuowen. /:

I'm going to wait until the weekends and chiong.

Shall just focus on Math now. /:

TODAY. (Okay fine its YESTERDAY!)

Geog.

Saved myself from getting scolded.

But hey, it was true what. I did attempt to do the mindmap. (& failed miserably)

Math.

Lala. Pop quiz came back.

Did more revision.

He's focusing on graphs & trigo,

So I shall just assume that CT4 will be mainly on these two topics.

(Mugmugmugmugmugmug)

Science.

Tasting acid & alkaline. 8D

JIAYINGGGG.

Just in case you die ('cause you went to eat ammonia),

Do note that Ily veryvery much D:

Joking.

You're not going to die!

Its just eating stuff from toilets what.

Won't die one la 8D

-Coughs-

Proceeded to the hydrogen gas test. 8D 8D 8D

The mini explosion was kinda scary but it was funnnnn :D

Recess!

I've sinned. Ate a hashbrown (I think?)

Went back to class & got married with Amanda 8D

LA!

Practice practice practice 8D

Hahaha I don't know why.

I'll laugh no matter how many times I hear them sing it.

Lalala.

GAP!

YAY I GOT 中^ WAHAHHA

I'm so proud of myself (for spilling water on Amanda's skirt) 8D

Hahahaha sorry my dear husband, stop complaining.

At least the water is clean!

(Its Instant water!)

Hahahaha 8D

I forgot to bring my orientation tee today. D:

Okayokay, sorry Amandaaa (again -.-)

I know you wanna look retarded & wear couple tee with me during art,

So I don't blame you for all the

'YOU SEE LA ZHENTING. I BRING YOU NEVER BRING. I WANTED YOU TO WALK PASS 2E & 2F ONE LEH. I (...)!'

Hahaha 8D

Dirtied my shirt and whined like an ass about it x:

LUNCH!

(Saw my fangirling idol! -coughs-)

Ate the cake that my mama prepared for me.

& drank the fruit juice that she put in my bag.

(Although I hate raisins, not to mention cakes with like ten thousand raisins in it,)

Hahaha my mama is the sweetest mama ever! :D

& thank you ANGSHUANGGGG. ;D

For giving me half your hashbrown & the potato wedges. :DDDDDDD

Hahaha thank you ily <3

Went back to class and danced with Yiming. :D

Did like one our of four hundred and fifty six props with Vivian (sorry x;)

& watched Dionis' group's rehearsal. :D

Chinese.

Nope, didn't get our papers back.

Played the game that apparently CS plays o-o

Basically, its about crapping, crapping and crapping. x:

Yunen's first reaction was damn cute.

Then she laughed throughout her dying process. x:

& Justin, Steven Lim has got nothing to do with wet tissue o-o

But your way of dying is kinda cool, actually.

Lalala.

Wangcong, Wangqi, Shenjing & Shaun are proooo. :D

Uh slept throughout the rest of the lesson.

Stayed back for LA! 8D

Uh rehearsed rehearsed and rehearsed? :D

I don't know why, but working with them is fun :D

(Okay except the occasional gaying & poking each other's -ahem-)

Left school at 6.30?

Realised that the guys walk super slowly ):

Looked up at the sky when we were walking in the carpark.

The moon was thereeee! 8D

Hahaha.

MRT ride back was smelly, sticky and squeezy o-o

Just remembered the one and only reason why I hate my LA group.

They're all at least uh. 7cm taller than me? -.-

Alighted at eunos,

Watched them eat their ice cream. /:

YUNEN! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? I RESISTED THE TEMPTATION TO SPEND $$$!

Took 13 home, phone batt died.

Reached home at 8! :D

Yep, it was tiring but fun. (:

I'm going to miss this when I'm gone.

2008-09-09T16:49:00.004+08:00

Time now: 4:49

In my schooldays,
When I had lost one shaft,
I shot his fellow of the selfsame fight,
The selfsame way,
With more advised watch
To find the other forth.
And by adventuring both,
I oft found both.
I urge this childhood proof,
Because what follows is pure innocence
I owe you much, and,
Like a willful youth,
That which I owe is lost.
But if you please,
To shoot another arrow that self way
Which you did shoot the first,
I do not doubt
As I will watch the aim,
Or to find both,
Or to find the latter hazard back again.
And thankfully, rest debtor for the first.

Time now: 4:51 8D

YAYY I SUCCESSFULLY MEMORIZED IT :D

Lalala school was tiringggg today.

LA.
Practice practiceee 8D
The 2D teacher hushed us 'cause (their singing was too horrible) we were making a lot of noise.
Yiming, welcome back!
Although I love you, you can't expect me to dance with him.
Its uhhh... -.-

ACC.
-Coughs- We cheated the teacher 8D
(& the whole class, actually)
We stopped in the middle of the presentation last lesson,
Today we skipped one whole page of our script and just went to the last part straight.
& no one realisedddd!
Muahaha I'm going to fail ACC o-o
Test next weeeeeek!
BUY ME MILO IF I PASSSSS
If I pass, that is. -.-

RECESS.
I SURVIVED ON ONEEEEEEEEEEE BISCUIT! 8D
Hahaha thank you Wuyue. :D

/edit:
[Uhh left our zibi table and saw Sean and his very screwed hair.
Yunen & I were going to walk up to him to niao him when we realised that there was another one walking towards us.
Laughed and collapsed on the floor when I realised that the first one was Jonathan. x:
Honest mistakeee o-o
Yay its the other one and the otherother one again 8D
& all those zibi memories came back.
When I went 'Oh my God there's another one!' when I first saw both of them in the canteen together & Angshuang laughed at my retardedness o.o
Lalala.
Actually, I don't want a time machine.
'cause if I ever step into one, I'll never experience these retarded times of my life o-o]

CME.
Sorry Linlaoshi. ):
I was doing Assignment 1 the whole time. o-o

MATH
Trigo+graph revision.
Mr Tan! What makes you think I'm lost. /:

SCIENCE
Was zihighing to keep myself awake.
Starting asking Dionis if I could eat her.
I was hungry.
& I bite anything I see
The sodium experimentttttt!
Haha its pretty cool, especially the explosion part,
Although it made Dionis and I jump up o.o

After schooooool!
Went for lunch with Amanda and Huijun.
I couldn't stand the hunger and ate something D:
(Heh someone & someone can forget about their birthday present.
I'm too broke & I can't stand starvation -.-)

Amanda,
STOP DOUBTING MY ORCEH'S UHH. IDENTITY -.-
ITS AN ORCEH & NOTHING ELSE ._.

The walk to MRT was SLOWWW & undeniably crappy.
Note to the three of them:
No, we didn't meet in a treehouse or whatever y'all said okay -.-

Lala MRT-ed with Huijun & reached home at 4. O:

Mugging time.

Hi. 8D

2008-09-08T16:27:00.004+08:00

I'm mugging I'm mugging I'm mugging!
(Okay I get it, I'm still lying no matter how many times I repeat that D:)

Quick post.

HISTORY
Videos & more videos. 8D
Was making that wire thingo for Amanda
& she couldn't figure out what it was after I finished so i unbent it again -.-

PE
Hahaha vball test o.o
Played vball-squash with Jiaqi 8D

Recess
Went back to class to get their ties while they helped us buy milo+fen.
Yunen!
I'm going to prove to you that I can stand not eating or drinking. O:
Save money save money save money!
(I've calculated.
If I eat a bit everyday for lunch+recess I can save $50 a week.
Yay, wish me good luck. D:)

Assembly
Yayyyyy I wasn't one of the 2C girls that he mentioned -.-
Was falling asleep. D:
Refolded my shirt 256 times 'cause I was too bored.
(JT! MINE NICER! 8D)

Science
Balancing equations.
Lala, I forgot how to do the valency thing already -.-

Math
Okay I swear I won't sneeze in class anymore. D:
Had pop quiz yay. D:
Figured out how to do the last question after he said time's up.
Went like 'OH MY MAMA' & he replied 'She isn't here' -.-

END OF SCHOOL!
Went home with the ah lian. ):
Haha joking
I still love you Dionis,
even though you look like an ah lian who carries a very horrible looking bag. o-o

Haha. Study time 8D

/edit:
THANK YOU JUSTIN!
Didn't expect you to replace what I lost o-o
Yay yay yay.
I ~~love~~ friend you! 8D

Mugger mode.

2008-09-08T00:30:00.004+08:00

I officially pushed the mug-till-I-die button.
Work starts on 8 Sept.
Say goodbye to me. o-o

Uhhhh.
I didn't do anything yesterday. D:
Just slacked at home and attempted to finish my homework at night but to no avail.. /:

EOYs are nearrrrr. D:
I ~~need~~ want a 3.2 GPA & I must get it. O:

CT4 revision here I comeee.

(& Oh God I don't wanna get Chinese CT4 back. D:)

Dedication to Darryl

2008-09-06T22:57:00.005+08:00

Thank you Darryl Tang
for ~~making me emo~~ helping me recall all those times DHSCOZHENGZU had together ):

Well, of course, there is so much more besides that 10 days we had in China & the Asia Pacific Conference of Giftedness and... whatever you mentioned. /:

Roar I'll definitely miss zheng, you don't have to worry about that.
I'll remember all the times we ate together,
All the times we've played together,
All the times we laughed together,
All the times we've cried together,
All the times that we've had together.

Heh, you seriously made me 放不下 D:

dhscozheng♥/

2008-09-06T17:54:00.001+08:00

HI. 8D
Blogging @ Vivian's house. :D
(& Shes asking me to tag her blog. :D)

We're supposed to be doing LA
But ended up watching lame videos.
Isaac and Jz are using the com behind to watch some NBA videos.
O:

Lala.
:D

2008-09-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

ZHENG DAY! 8D
Fz was just o-o
Played the same song over and over and over and over and over and over and over and-
Okay yeah, you get my point /:
Was zihighing to drive the boredom away. o-o
But y'know, nevermind
Zihighness is unappreciated. D:
I'll just keep quiet during fz next time. /:

Ate lunch with Moo Boon Monkey (& her pet monkey 8D), Qian & Jo. 8D
Drank oreo crush before eating laksa. :D

Went to MP library to study with Jo after lunch 8D
Fiona joined us after that.
Played vball for awhile.
Bananapapa didn't let me play 'cause of my orceh. D:
Haha yeah, just played awhile & went home :D

Reached home at 7.45!

Lala, off to bed.
I'm tired.

Jo makes me think a lot when I'm out with her.
Nope, I've decided that I wouldn't doubt at all.
Don't ask me why. All I'm gonna say its 'It's love' (:

2008-09-04T18:20:00.002+08:00

I wanna be the very best,
That no one ever was 8D

They just got the song stuck in my head. ._.

I don't know why,
But everytime I do LA I'll be super tired/unenthu. /:

We didn't really do much today.
They memorized the song yay :D
I'm still stuck on my lines.

'In my school days, when I had lost one shaft,
I shot his fellow with the selfsame flight,
The selfsame way, with more advised watch.
To _____ - and by adventuring both,
I oft found both. I urge this childhood proof,
Because what follows is pure innocence.
I owe you much, and, like a willful youth,
That what I owe is lost. But if you please,
To shoot another arrow the self way,
Which you did for the first, I do not doubt
As I will watch the aim, or to find both,
Or to find the latter hazard _____,
And thankfully rest debtor for the first.

Roar. D:
& theres still 10 more lines after this. ._.
My memory is failing me. ):

Time to go out for dinnerrr. /:
(Roar I hate dresses)

2008-09-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

Everyone should stop asking me if I'm a victim of child abuse.
I'm not! o-o
Having a bigbigbig orceh doesn't mean anything like that okay? /:

I planted the plants that Jt gave me. 8D
Hope it grows into what its supposed to grow into before the last day of school. :D

Lala, I'm going to sleep. 8D

(& Thanks Vivian,
For staying up with me until 3,4+am yesterday. (: )

PEEKTURE POST!

2008-09-02T12:32:00.005+08:00

Yay!
Peektures are up!

BIRTHDAY PARTY ALBUM! 8D

The password's zibi8D

Lala. :D

& uh note:
Nearly ALL the pictures are taken by Angshuang
So if you wanna hood, hood her. x:

2008-09-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah I know, I'm supposed to be super happy right now.
But no, I shall admit that I'm not.
It wasn't because of the party.
The party was awesome. I loved it.
The tears then were tears of joy,
(Amanda's card, etc)

But the tears now...?

Hey you (yes you) ♥

Thank you for organizing the awesome party
(Thank you ZIBI 8D and Rason too!).
Sorry I found out about it beforehand,
Thanks for trying your best 'to keep it as hush-hush as possible' (:

And thanks for all the really really sweet presents.
Guess I can strike out my entire wishlist now. o-o
(Lesson learnt? Be careful of what we wish for. ._.)
Yep, you were right, I'm not gonna eat the lollipop. x:

I know you put in a lot a lot of time, effort and money for today,
Thank you, ily ♥

But at the end of it all,
I figured out how costly the entire thing was /:

I really wished I could be the one whose getting scolded/whacked by your mama now. D:
Y'know, you really didn't have to spend so much on me. ._.
(but since you already did, /:)
Sorrryyyyyyy! D:
I don't want you to quarrel with your mama. ):
& the thing that makes me even more guilty is the fact that you two are arguing 'cause of me/my birthday. D:
Roarrrr. /:
Patch up with your mama, please? D:
-guilty guilty guilty ): -

Anw,
Thank you for today <3
Happy 2nd month-versary! ♥

+

Okayyyy.
It's time I should be high and blog about today!
Here comes all the honourable mentions. :D

The on-the-dot ones! :D

- Xiu Xuannnn ♥,
My very retarded sister who went 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY' beside my ear from 11.59 till 12.00 and went WAHAHA IM THE FIRSTTT!
Yep, as you can see,
The zibi-ness runs in the genes. -.-
(Okay, xx, you're not reading this. ._.)

- Terence :D

Sms/Msn/Facebook (o.o)
From the earliest to the latesttt!

NUMBER ONE!
Jinzhi! :D (00:00 Sept'07 ;D)

Vivian! :D
Hongjie! :D
Junjie! :D
Aeri! :D
Darren! :DD (22:22pm)
(Yay, congrats! You won in straight sets for your tournament. o.o)

[@ 00:00]
Yiqi! D (00:00:02 o.o)
Xunyi! :D (00:00:02 o.o)
Darryl! :D (00:00:06 o.o)
(You and Yiqi cheat one lor. -.-
& anyway, I took the timing of both your first msg. [
Yeah, out of a million that you two spammed -.-])
Melvin! (00:00:07 o.o)
(yay thank you ahgong!)
Fiona! :D
Boonhui! :D
Jolene! (heart)
Rason! :DD

& the other loveloveloves!
Yunen! 8D
Amanda! :DD
Jt! 8D
Pearl! :D
Joey! :D
Vivienne! :D
Boonxuan! :D
Jiaying! :D
Jinzhi! :D
Sophin! :D
Wenlin! :D
Sinyee! :D
Chikhim! :D
Angshuang! 8D
Shuqi! :D
Christine! :D
Wuyue! 8D
Raey! :D
Alicia! :D
Pengjie! :D
Isaac! :D
Shuchuin! :D
Jiayi! :D
Xinyan! :D
Cheryl! :D
Zameer! :D
Akiko! :D
Weige! :D
Ben! :D (00:00 2nd Sept o.o)
(missed out anyone? x:)
Haha thanks for remembering my bdayyy. :D

& all those who appeared at the 'secret' partyyy. 8DDD
(in no order :x)
Angshuang!
Yunen!
Jt!
Dionis!
Jiaying!
Amanda!
Vivian!
Jiamin!
HuiJun!
Kellie!
Sophin!
Clarissa!
Nicky!
Rason! (oh mannn. thanks for coming even if you're sick (:)
Isaac!
Jinzhi!
Sean! ~~(your hair is screwed. D:)~~ YOU'RE OUTSTANDING! 8D
Terence!
Mr Tan! (o.o)
(missed anyone out? x:)

Andandand! Thank you Junjie for the cookies (from france?) (:
& Rason, your dedicated post is retarded. -.-
But thanks anyway. :D

Alright, enough of honourable mentions. -.-

TODAY!
Woke up at 7 feeling very paranoid.
No one told me the details of today's plans and I thought they were gonna knock on my door and expect me to come out in my pyjamas. ._.
My sleepiness won over my paranoidness and I fell asleep on my sofa. ._.
Woke up at 11+ again 'cause Clar called. o.o
[note: I just woke up, my brain wasn't even functioning o-o]
'Hello?'
'Hello zhenting ah. Clar here ah. Uhh. I lost my shoe leh'
'Huh?'
'Lend me your shoe can? Whats your shoe size ah?'
'5?'
'Oh no cannot fit leh. Nevermmind thank you byebye'
'Byebye.'
Fell back asleep after the phone call. o-o

Uhhh woke up at 12+ again, msged Rason.
He fell sick and couldn't make it for today's 'secret' party o-o
Was pretty disappointed, since I knew he was one of the people planned it. /:
Tried to dig for info of my birthday party.
He refused to tell me anything except it'll be around 2pm, and that it was a must bring extra clothes. o.o

Then it started raining and he started making me worried. o.o

Wasn't informed of anything until 2+.
The only instruction I got was to go to Macs @ ECP. o_o
Uhhh. Blahblahblah,
Found myself walking towards the group of crazy people singing the wedding march.

Read Amanda's really funny card and cried. (I mentioned the tears of joy. :D)
Oh man I should have asked tantan to see the card.
He'll never ever seperate us if he saw the loveeeee. O:
(& also, the part that mentioned 'if tantan (...) I'll hood him ah.)
Lalala. x;

Hmm, ate, played, ate, played. :D
Went to play at the sea,
Yunen and I got almost totally wet. 8D
Uhhh.
Followed Amanda's very retarded shaking body action to sink our feets into the sand. Hahaha. :D

Watched Yunen Jiaying and Terence throw stuff into the sea,
Amanda and gang doing that weird shaking body thingo,
Angshuang, Clar, Nicky zihighing and dragging Sean to the sea,
Isaac and Jinzhi just gaying somewhere off-shore,
Tantan stoning at the slope place.
I couldn't help but feel a little sad once in awhile.
(I don't want these times to end)
But I smiled again anyway. :D
(Yeah before people hood me. -.-)

Lala,
Went to inline skate (rollerblade)/ cycle. 8D
Couldn't balance properly, whether its on a bike or the skates,
But fell down once only anyway. :D
('cause I hopped out of the bike immediately after I sat on it.
My leg couldn't touch the ground -.-)

Uhh laughed at Isaac's fall.
He smiles when he fall! 8D
Clar has the picture.
-zoom in on Isaac's face- 'Why is Isaac so happy?'
-zoom out- ''cause he fell!'
Clar is meannnnn. x;

Anw, Clar suddenly shouted 'RASON CHEN ZHI CHUN'
I was really surprised like asbcdefg. o-o
Your voice is very sexy, don't worry. 8D
Get well soon! :D
(I cant believe the surprise you referred to was your special appearance. -.-)
But anywayyyyy,
Thanks for turning uppppppp! :D

He was carrying my birthday cake!
Thanks guys! For the ice cream cake from swensens o-o
(Rason, since when did I like coffee? ._.)

Uhh waited for everyone to come back from cycling and stuff to cut the cake!
:D
Sang my birthday song,
Made my birthday wish,
Blew my birthday candles,
Cut my birthday cake :D
ala, I love all of you okay. 8D
Ate the delicious COOKIES AND CREAM 8D cake! :D
Yunen, ROARRRR.
You shall get cream attacked on your birthday. 8D

Everyone went back to play volleyball/monkey. O:
Got my presents from him,
Reread Amanda's card. (:

Joined them in the game,
Was too full/tired to jump, so I just stoned there. o-o
Played no rules vball after that.
Clar,
Your ball is a killer. -.-

My entire hand is like orceh now la. D:
(Pics later)
I guess my mama was right about the small blood vessels thing. ._.

Lala, everyone tried to sabo Dionis. 8D
Made her run to the sea for like ten million times to get the ball.
Hahaha. :D
Forgot about the fresh wound at the bottom of my feet. o-o
Went into the sea again and it started hurting like crazy -.-

Played for a longlong time when it became dark and all of us decided to start packing up. O:
Uhhh.
Waited for everyone to leave and went to mac with the veryvery heavy presents. o-o
Left macs at around 8.45 & headed home. O:
Walked in the dark and got freaked out by my own shadow. /:

Reached home & unwrapped all my presents. 8D
Thank you loveloveloves :D

PEEKTURES! 8D

Okay nevermind. I'm too lazy.
TOMORROW! 8D

2008-09-01T01:37:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!

Nope, I'm not rejoicing 'cause of my birthday.
THE COM'S FIXED! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
(Well, kinda. x:)

Damn you, computer.
Why must you always choose the wrong time to crash? ._.

I'll blog about my birthday tmr!
(& thank you ily'all. :D)

Lala.
Time to sleep. 8D

hey 8D

2008-08-31T17:02:00.002+08:00

I really really can't wait.
1 more day 8D
(Get well soon, Rason. :D)

I'm currently spending my last day as a thirteen year old doing nothing. o-o

I'm bored. /:

2008-08-30T12:54:00.002+08:00

Just read Angshuang's blog and I'm crying again.

Yes, I know I'm supposed to save my tears for the last day of school.
But I just can't help crying now. D:
I guess I was wrong about being strong.

Meeting up for LA & science again later.
I'll probably start emoing at a corner while they go crazy about pikachu.
Lala.

I need a hug. /:

Teachers' Day celebration

2008-08-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

It's a happy day 8D
Hi. I ♥ You. I'M ZIBI Z! 8D

(I couldn't resist the temptation and opened my presents. x:)
Thank you Wei An for the 22 lollipops+cute container. (:
Thank you Wu Yue for the CJ7. (:
Thank you Wangcong & Mervyn for your cards and clip. (:
Thank you Jolene Tan for the inedible cake and the veryvery sweet card. :D

Lalala.
ZIBI SHIRTS WERE DONEEEE!
Thanks Yunen Wuyue and Angshuang 8DDDDDDDD
YAY ZIBI ZIBI ZIBI1 8D 8D 8D
Haha they were all damn high today. (:

Lalala.
Concert was great. :D
Thank you CS dancers, 'Something cool',
The 2 2Delphinus girls, Jiajian & all the people from the skit :D
You all were awesome, really. 8D

(Eh Jiaqi!
Dont worry la, we know that you were staring & smiling at that orange balloon.
It was 'something cool'!
Right? 8D)

Potluck party!
Someone stole our drinks. D: D: D: D:
But its okay. :D
Bought like 24 packets of green tea from uncle's store at.. 8 bucks? o.o
Means one packet is only thirty cents. O:

Sat down with 'I.A.M.Z.I.B.I' :D

Hmmm. Ate a lot in the gym.
Shared a packet of mee with Dionis. :D
Ate, ate and ate.
Uh. Finished eating and sat down to zibi even more. o.o
Mr Tan passed me his very cool camera and asked me to take photos for him. 8D
HA MR TAN!
Accept it, I'm just a natural pro photographer. :P
Took lots and lots of photos, laughed a lot. :D
Until....
They suddenly played the year 2 level song. o-o
Roar.

Sorry about the tears. ):
I mean, I having a good time,
Looking @ you zibi people zihigh,
Watching everyone from cresmic laugh,
Seeing faces light up with their smiles.
I just couldn't help recalling all the times that we had.

Snapping back to reality,
I knew all these would come to an end.
'我的心愿早已实现，就是我们永远陪伴在彼此身边'
我的心愿真的能实现吗?
离开德明是我自己的选择.
但我突然发现到我拿得起却放不下.

I'm sorry Jiaying, Angshuang, etc.
Didn't mean to make y'all cry too. D:

Sorry for making all of you worried by running out of the gym.
Rason, sorry for being anti-climax D: D: D:
I swear I'll make you wear that again okay? :D

Thanks Jiaqi for running around the school trying to find me,
and for talking to me while we walked around the track in the rain. ♥

& sorry I made you guilty. ):
I'm fine laaaa. :D
It isn't your fault okay? You had duty.
Don't worry. I understand (:

Dismissal!
Went over to 2F and waited for Jo.
Emo-ed and started crying again. /:
Yiqi. -.- What, '你不要想我想到哭 leh.'
Disgusting -.-
你等久久啦. 我是看到你太丑才哭的,好不好?
Joking. x:
But you did make me laugh :D
Thank you. (:

Fenzu!
A holy number of THREE people came for fenzu.
The rest all ponned. o_o
Fenzu was cool, really.
Me Jieyi and Jo went to ban qin and started lian-ing all the songs.
Wei er (Ms Teo? o.o) came and announced that she wanted to ban qin and lian all the retarded songs with us. Hahaha. :D

Hmm, left school at 3-4 plus, went to Jo's house!
Played vball with them and met Nicholas Ng. OOOO:
He looks so different. o.o
& I fondly remember that he sounded damn gay last time. ._.

Uh tripped over that drain thingo and nearly sprained my leg. o.o
Walked three canals home alone.
(Yeah, I walked home from kembangan. -.-)
Accomplishment!
It is the first time I walked home alone since 27th March -.-

Lovelovelove.
It was a fun emo day. O:

(& 3 more days ♥)

2008-08-27T22:10:00.001+08:00

I dont wanna change seats ever again. ):
Amanda was my first table mate in dhs. :D
(I shall beg tantan to) Let her be my last. D:

2 days left to learn how to spin a pen.
I promised her that I'll learn it by the end of term three. o-o
Time flies when you're with Amanda. Really. O:

TADA!
Last photo of it before I wash it off completely.
(Else Mr Tan would continue insisting that we'll both die of ink poisoning o-o)

Ily Amanda, though tmr would probably the last day we're gonna sit together. /:

Today. :D

Flagraising!

Bingo Game Awards!
Huijun: Kena they say 'First - 2C!'
Jiaying & Jiamin: Yeah yeah. sure. -.-
Mrs Chin [sp? o.o]: 2C!
Whole class: -stone- huh?

Yay Cresmic! :D
It's the second thing we've ever ever won since year 1. o_o
Hahaha. I'm so proud of you all. :D

Math
More quad. graphs? /:

Recess
Uh. Hashbrowns? O:

BP
Zhang lao shi sang o-o
He was trying to talk about sex scenes.
Melvin insisted that he wanted to know what they did in the room once they closed the door -.-

LA
Uh.. comprehension practice. O:
Procrastination passage o-o

ACC
8D 8D 8D
Glue+staples+red paint+white paint+blue paint+yellow paint
+brown paint+red paint+red paint+red paint
Equals to..
-drumrolls-

Click to enlarge (& enlarge at your own risk. x;)

-cough-
Uh yeah. A little disgusting. x;

Had a damn fun time mixing the paint with Amanda 8D
Melvin and Natasha stared in 'awe'. x;

Slacked throughout the whole ACC period making lots of noise. :D

Chinese
Usual stuff. o.o
He lao shi made Mervyn Wangcong & Junkai stand. O:

Lunch!
Went to see Mr Tan with Vivian
Her new phone's screen cracked.
('cause some 72kg person stepped on it o_o)
Was counting the number of square tiles the flight of stairs before I got scolded by him. ._.
'Zhenting, stop pacing up and down. If you have something to say, just say it.'
(Shit I lost count)
'Huh what. I'm just here to pei her. Didn't catch what you two were saying at all.'

):
I shall accomplish my mission of counting the number of tiles tmr then. /:

Science
Test paper.
(sucked. ._.)

Geog
Wasn't listening at all. o-o
She dragged the lesson till 4. D:

After school!
Mrt-ed with Yunen Wuyue & Angshuang.
Wuyue and Angshuang were fangirling, as usual.
Wuyue made lots and lots of noise in the train. -.-
Yunen and I tested each other chengyu o_o

Back to studying chengyu! /:

(& 5 more days ♥)